I was on Chills and didn't know it lol. In case you don't know who chills is he has a YouTube channel with over 4.81 million subscribers. Before I get into that I am so sorry for neglecting this blog. At times I even forget that I have it! I have a new YouTube channel called Cmarie ghost tv. I have a lot of our haunted house videos on there but I also have old tv shows and documentaries on it. So please go over there and sub! I'm uploading new videos to it this week!
Cmarie ghost tv new channel
I also have my old channel with lots of evidence but I am so much better at editing now than I was before. There are still great videos but like I said I am way better at pointing out evidence now.
Old channel Xhauntings
But Cmarie ghost tv is the place to go now!
So ok. The other day I was watching Chills while I paint. This is his channel. It's filled with cool real ghost evidence videos.
Chills youtube channel
I watch chills almost daily for years now. I'm sitting here painting and I hear my name on his video. I look up and see my basement on YouTube! Then I hear him say my name again and he posted 3 clips of evidence that I have on this blog and on my old channel. My mind was blown. Can you imagine the shock I felt when I realized I was on my favorite ghost channel? I called my husband and son and they were blown away too. It was so funny. We were all like...what the heck?! Chills pointed out that my blog hasn't been updated in a long time so here I am updating it lol.
Of course the house is still active almost on a daily basis. As a matter of fact my son just heard my husband call him and my husband wasn't even around.
Chills included a clip of the can of mineral spirits they have been banging on for years. It happened again yesterday. I wish Chills would have known that I have the new channel now with tons of evidence but I am going to try to get a hold of him on Instagram to show him way better evidence videos.
This is the video where Chills got can the clip from.
I'll try to be a better blogger for you guys too. So what's new? I am not sure if I made a post about this before. If I did I'm sorry but the biggest thing that sticks out of my mind is the thing upstairs.
I haven't taken a nap up there in over a year and I loved my naps.
I was in my bed all cozy. I had just laid down then I feel it. That thing was in there. You can feel the evil. I'm not kidding. I look to my right and I see this black face. It was a face with no detail at all. Kind of black and misty but you could see the eyes. They were blacker than the face. It just looked at me and I froze in fear. Then it rushed up to my face with it's jaw wide open. Kind of like a scream mask. I cried and ran downstairs. I honest to God felt like it was trying to kill me. Hence no more naps.
For the most part it leaves me alone at night and that confuses me. It's not sleep paralysis. I was able to move and get the heck out of there. I've seen that evil thing in different forms over the years. The first time it was a black mist that came under the bedroom door up the wall and over my body. Right in my face. That time I couldn't move. In my head I kept saying in the name of Jesus LEAVE. It said and I will never forget it, " He can't help you." I'll never forget it. Ever. It hurt me that night. Legit hurt me. I had scratches on my thigh and felt real pain. I covered those nights in an old post and go into way more detail. I think it's an incubus.
That happened numerous times.One time it was a white mist though that slowly came up the side of the bed. It had stopped doing this for the longest time after I had the house blessed but last year it came back. I was devastated. I should not be afraid to sleep in my own house. It tortured my son when he was little but that stopped after the blessing. As you guys know we have that dark evil thing that feels demonic but also spirits that just want my attention. That has never changed. They constantly bang on that can. Move things on my desk. Whisper in my ear. Touch me. A few months ago one poked my side really hard. I got out my phone and caught an evp that said hello. It was a man's voice. I'm in my studio a lot. Almost all day every day so the activity in here is just nuts because they want my attention.
One thing that I remember that happened and I don't know if I blogged about it but 3 years ago my mom passed away. The week before she passed I was in bed. This was night time. I had just laid down. My thoughts were racing. All I did was cry that week. I kind of had dark thoughts. Total sadness and suddenly I felt a hand push my head down on my pillow. Right after I heard a woman's voice that sounded like my mom but I couldn't make out what it said. I honestly feel like my mom was in between the two worlds. Here on earth but spiritually on her way to heaven. I feel like it was her saying STOP IT! I didn't feel like it was bad. I felt like it was scolding me. A few days later she passed.
About a week after she passed I had a dream. A very vivid realistic dream. My mom came up to me. Smiled and walked away. It was like she was telling me that she was ok. The colors were vivid. She was wearing a bright pink shirt. I haven't heard from her again but she might have been talking to me through the ghost box. If it wasn't her it was something pretending to be her.
She clearly told me that she has been here to see me and that she loved me. This is the video and it was on Mother's day!
My mom talks to me
I'd like to think it was really her but with the bad thing in the house who really knows.
My brother passed away about 6 months before her and I also heard him say, "Hi. Carmen. I love you." I've never heard from him again either. I wish that my mom would come see me.
We have been in this house and on this farm for 12 years now. The activity never ends. Lately I have been ignoring them. Something inside me tells me to do that so I don't have a lot of new videos.
I will do a ghost box session very soon though. They amaze me. A ghost box WORKS. I've had them say my name VERY clearly more than once in one session. My name is Carmen. Not a common name at all. Blows me away every time.
The biggest things that happens now is me and my family hearing each other. I'll hear my son call my name. It's not him. My son hears me call his name. Not me. I hear my husband. Not him. They love to imitate us. I wish I could understand why. One that that really bothers me is when they say help me. That just happened last week when I was in the barn. When I ask them how the only response I have ever heard was pray. Help me pray. It's so mind boggling. There is someone in the room with me that wants help and prayer. Why? Why do they need prayer? I'll never understand any of this.
Last week I had a pen fall on my desk in front of me and I have no idea where it fell from. They basically got it out of thin air and plopped it beside me to get my attention. The can of mineral spirits bangs at least 4 times a week. Maybe more. It's still funny that they choose a can of MINERAL spirits! I have another can just like it and it's paint thinner or something. They NEVER bang that one! lol. Someone has a sense of humor. We still get voices of men, women and children. If portals really do exist I think there is one in the basement. That sounds so out there though. I HATE the basement. Feels horrible down there and the main evps I get down there are men saying GET OUT. Not even kidding. Scary movies are based on some real events. Ghosts really do say get out, help me and so on. It's so bizarre. So the house and barn are still haunted. The land is still haunted. Nothing has really changed. One thing I hate is when it touches me at night and that happens a lot. Sometimes I can feel it sit on the bed. It's a man. I'm sure of it. Or demonic but a male presence.
So in a nutshell we still keep the knobs off of our stove because it turns on the gas burners.
I still have the dark evil thing upstairs. We still get touched and hear voices. Things still move.
Nothing has really changed in 12 years other than the mean thing being around less. It leaves my son alone now. I just picks on me.
I don't know if I wrote about this but one night my husband was in the basement playing drums. There is a door that separates the basement from the rest of the house and something was POUNDING on it. I mean POUNDING and it wasn't the drums. It was so bad that my son grabbed a baseball bat. Whatever it was it was not happy about the drums at all. That was super scary.
We had a storm one night and a picture of a Psalm on it that says Though I walk through the shadow of death I will fear no evil FLEW off the wall. I mean flew. That was crazy.
One night I was upstairs. The hallway was almost pitch black. There was something blacker than black right in front of me. I freaked out and ran into the bedroom. Not the smartest place to go when I see a shadow man.
There will be not so scary things that happen in the bedroom at night. It loves to knock things over. bang on the wall and like I said sit on the bed or touch me. I mentioned a long time ago that a family who lived here VERY briefly moved out because the wife and mom was touched. She heard it too. I didn't find that out until a few years after we moved in but it made me feel so much better. It's not me. We are not nuts. Ghosts are real. Demons are real and God is real. That is what I have learned living here. Wow this turned out to be long. I will try to be a better blogger and post the same day something crazy happens.
Something fun for you guys to watch are videos that I did with my friend Wendy. They were live streams all about the house. In some my husband goes into the barn at night. I would like to start those live streams back up soon if my friend still wants to do them with me. You would really enjoy them! Scary and funny. We even took phone calls. Yah. I need to start streaming again.
Ok. You made it through this novel.
Don't forget to go to my Cmarie ghost tv channel. Look for our haunted house play list. On days where you are bored I have some great old ghost documentaries.
I promise to post again soon and oh yah! In the chills video I'm number 3. he posted a clip of the shadow person I caught in the barn and said that I never uploaded the full version. I did! Here is the link.
Full haunted barn shadow man video
Here is a link to one of the fun live streams that I had where my husband goes through the barn at night. My friend Wendy is the best and we have a lot of laughs. She is terrified of our old trees and it's hilarious!
The streams are called ghost to ghost
So until next time which will be soon. Thanks for visiting my blog and God bless everyone through these scary times. Much love,
Carmen
Folkartcreations@gmail.com
@spookyhollow
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An Extreme Haunting. Our story with evidence.
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