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Sunday, October 4, 2015

Giant skeleton like face, ghost children & haunted dolls.

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I wanted to start with a video. I was in the basement doing laundry and you all know how much I hate the basement. That is where I get all of the GET OUT evps and the famous evil laughter evp...

( You hear it when I open the squeaky dryer door )

While I was doing laundry I heard a very loud knock. I went into the room where I heard it and I thought that I heard a whisper so I turned on my video camera. Now this is pretty dark and you might have to adjust your monitor or phone light features. I wish that the huge orb would have been brighter. I saw this. Not only did my camera pick it up but I saw it with my eyes and it took my breath away. You will see some spark looking things in the upper left corner. Right after that this HUGE orb with what seems to be a face peeks in and out of the shot upper left. I have never seen anything like it anywhere. I really hope that you can see it because I feel that it is amazing evidence. 
I realize that it is very hard to see :(

Here is the video.

If you could see it I would love to read your comments.

If anyone knows how to adjust the light please comment. 

I also wanted to talk about my dolls. I honestly don't know if a doll can be haunted or not. I used to laugh at that but lately whatever is in our home is messing with them big time. I will find them facing the wall. I will find them in the middle of the room in a pose. I will see them fall. I have even seen one move. I do know that it is paranormal but I can't tell you that something lives inside of them.
I really don't believe in that though. 
I think that whatever is doing it is just trying to get my attention like it does on a daily basis.
Here are a few photos that I have taken.

In the photo above the doll on the floor was in the empty left spot of the doll trunk.
We don't understand how it could fall up and out. 

Look behind the baby. There is a large bar of light.

So what is playing with my dolls? I do have some evps of a little girl and a little boy. 

Here is a video of a child saying Hi. 

So I am not sure why it is messing with my dolls all of a sudden.
Other things that have happened in the past few weeks...
My husband keeps hearing my voice but it's not me.
He will hear me call him and when he looks no one is there.
I heard the same thing with him.
Sometimes it sounds like the back door is opened and closed and I hear loud footsteps going down the basement stairs. When I look no one is there. I always think that it is my husband coming home early.
My son and I heard a very loud yell coming from upstairs.
I have seen a very tall black shadow cross my bedroom and I have seen a shadow man pass infront of the tv in the bedroom.
My bed has shakes.
The barn is nuts haunted because we have been cleaning it.
Voices, orbs, shadow men. It is crazy in there right now.
I made dinner and made the mistake of leaving the stove  knobs on. Of course it turned on a gas burner again. btw you have to push the knob in and turn for the gas to turn on.
It is always knocking around my studio trying to get my attention and it likes to open the closet door.
I think that I mentioned before that when my daughter moved out something followed her.
Now her boyfriend is being picked on.
The other night he saw an old woman standing on his bed looking at him.
He is terrified. This has never happened to him and now it seems to happen on a regular basis.
She looked like the hag that many people experience.

I'll end it here and I will be back soon with an update.
Thanks for reading.

Tuesday, September 15, 2015

Haunted basement and barn crazy evps, pics, videos

Haunted basement and barn

( If you are new to this blog please find the post called our story and read that first. )

I'm so sorry about my lack of blogging. I've been working my buns off and just haven't had the time. 
Today I want to show you a crazy scary as heck event in the basement and share more info about the haunted barn. As many of you know the entire farm is haunted. The house, barn, garage and even the woods. I have also captured evps in my car. 

The other day I went into the basement to do laundry. My back went really cold and I saw this huge shadow go across the window from the inside blocking the light. I went upstairs to grab my camera to try to prove this to my husband. In the video I am just explaining what I saw and explaining a faint evp that I captured in a different basement video. 
The evp sounded like someone saying, " Mean as hell. "
In the video I am posting you will see me pan to the bed. While I am panning there is an orb that shoots against a wall. Once I got to the bed I heard a VERY loud voice says something. At the same time you see a very fast large bar of light cross the bed. It's fast. 
I can not be sure of what it said but it sounded like it was either repeating me or saying..Hello, I'm in hell. Again I am not sure so I would love to hear your comments on that. I heard this voice with my ears. It was super loud in person and it came from the area where the bed is. Here is the video.


If the video above does not work here is the link.

Our basement is crazy active and it is totally negative. I have gotten the loud and clear evil laughter evp that I posted before. It is also on my YouTube channel. I get GET OUT ALL of the time. Almost every time I am down there. Our basement has something evil in it. No kidding.
When I saw that shadow I think my heart rate soared. Then after seeing the shadow and hearing the voice in the video above I basically freaked out and ran upstairs. I avoid the basement as much as possible. 

A few weeks ago I discovered Periscope so I do want to do some live basement investigations. 
As soon as I set that that up I will make a  post letting you guys know my Periscope user name and times when I will be broadcasting.

Here are a few recent pics of things captured in the basement. 
The first one looks kind of like a face. 

Here is another video taken in the basement. 

In this video watch when I turn the corner. 
There is a very fast THING that zips past me! That was amazing to me. Then when slowed down you hear it yell GET OUT. 

Here is the YouTube link.

On to the barn.

Here are some photos that I captured and I guarantee that they are not dust or orbs. After 6 years of this I know the difference. Also many appeared after I asked them to. One picture is of an orb on a chair. This showed up after I asked it to sit down. 

When I was looking through the camera 100's of orbs would shoot by. I wish that people could see this for themselves. The pictures did not do the experience justice but here they are. Again this is NOT dust.

This orb is just weird looking and if you invert the colors you can see an eye.

Here is a perfectly round orb above my cat.

and then a bar...

While in the barn I kept hearing footsteps in the haylofts. I also heard very quiet voices.
In this video you see a little blue orb shoot by then you hear a loud yell. At first I thought that it was a bang but it was a man shouting what I think was get out. 
They love get out in the barn and basement.
On my phone is sounds like a definite yell but on YouTube more of a bang which is disappointing. 

I posted this last time but felt the need to post it again since I am talking about the barn.
In this video I ask it to show up and it shoots in front of the camera. Then I ask it it's name and it said what we think is Matthew. Just turn it up. 

There is so much to tell because this house is active on a daily basis. 

The other day I was experimenting with the iOvilus app.
This thing works! I read reviews where people are saying that it doesn't but they don't get that you have to use it in a haunted location.
It actually freaked me out. 
I asked the spirits or thing to bang on a can in my studio like it doesn almost every day.
The iOvilus said ok.
Then it said left.
Then the can banged. 
This was not a coincidence.
Then later that day the iOvilus said my husband's name.
It even spelled it right and my husband's name is spelled weird.
After that it said work.
He was at work.
Then it said phone. Right after my husband called me.
If you are in a real haunted location this app is the real deal and a bit freaky.

Also my spirits or IT are going nuts around my dolls. JUST NUTS
That is for my next vlog. I have amazing photos and videos of it being around and talking around the dolls.
THREE times I found a different doll layed out in the middle of the livingroom.
Like I said I will cover that next time.
It is also starting to move items from one area to another. 
More on that also.
So nothing has changed. It is more active again. Same black shadows and masses. Same THING that likes to hover over you in bed and then same stinky thing that likes to scratch you.
 Watch for my next blog about dolls and a thing that I captured growling upstairs.
I don't see this thing ever leaving and so far EVERYONE who said that they will help backed out.

Thanks for reading and letting me share this. Writing about it helps a lot.
again...Sorry for typos as I am always in a hurry!

God bless,

Friday, August 28, 2015

Haunted barn ghost interacts with me

Haunted barn and other new events

Please watch for a new blog post August 29th, 2015.
I have been extremely busy but I have a lot of new things to tell you and evidence to post and I am taking tomorrow August 29th to create a new post.
But for now I really wanted to show you this clip from a video that I made and tomorrow I will share more videos and more evps from the barn.
So for now here is one of the barn videos.
Of course the barn is haunted as is the entire property and I did a walk through and a mini ghost hunt inside the barn a few days ago.
In this video I ask if anyone is there to please get in front of my camera and you see orbs fly by. Right after that I asked what it's name was and I got a class A evp.
A lot of friends feel that he answered with the name Mathew. 
Here is the clip.
In case the clip is not working I will also add the YouTube video url.


Here is the Youtube URL

I also wanted to share the photo above. 
I have no  idea what that could be.
There are no cracks in the wood that would let light in in that area.
While in the barn I heard bangs, footsteps and a low grumble.
 I will be back tomorrow with a full post of the barn findings and the many new events that have happened in my home with evidence. Thanks for your patience between posts!
Until tomorrow....

Sunday, May 31, 2015

Full bodied apparition.

I'm in total shock. I always wondered why we never see apparitions in this house. Just a shadow man, black mass, white mass and various other forms including something with glowing eyes the size of a medium sized dog jumping from a cabinet to a desk in the creepy room in the basement but last night I saw something that I have never seen in the 6 years that we have been living here. The guys went to the store last night and it was just me at home. It had been storming all day long. It was about 9 at night. I was downstairs and walked past the stairs. I stopped and just froze. I saw a tall man at the top of the stairs. You could see his shirt, long pants but no face. It was just a black ball. I think it stayed there for a good 3 seconds and it just disappeared. I could tell that it was looking right at me even without the face. After it left I seriously RAN outside and sat in my car until the guys came home. I not only sat in my car I drove to the middle of the driveway away from the house. This puts a whole new spin on things for me. I am down right scared. Why would I see an actual apparition after 6 years and what the hell does it want? I get evps from men, women, children and our evil thing or is the evil thing doing all of it? Seeing this has me all confused and I DON'T want to see it again and I hope that my son doesn't see it although I think that he already has. On night my son said that he saw a man's arm kind of holding a doorway. The rest of the man would have been in the hallway. He also thought that he saw his dad a few times when his dad wasn't even home. He also saw a black "ball" Floating in the hallway and he said that it popped like a balloon. I've seen a shadow man more than once but the time that stands out in my mind was when I saw it peeking out from the bathroom door. You could see the head, shoulder and arm around the door. It was in the bathroom peeking out. The black mass is terrifying but seeing an actual man with no face is a new kind of fear. I've been on the fence about having a demonologist coming out afraid that it could get worse but now I'm asking him to come over as soon as he can. Before I saw the "man" lots of small things were happening in the house because of the storms. Things were falling over on my desk...the can banging was just ridiculous. Loud and constant and I was pretty sure that I heard a voice coming from the bathroom and a whisper in my studio. Then I was filming the storm and I accidentally got 2 evps. One is a man saying WELCOME and another is a man saying get out. Talk about mixed messages. This video is of the man saying Welcome. I hope that you can hear it. Turn up the volume. It was very loud and clear on my phone. I made a small video where I repeat the evp. So I am kind of in shock and freaked out today and very jumpy. The cat walked into the room and I shot up a few feet from my chair lol. This is all SOOOOO Confusing. This stuff is not suppose to happen. I have a lot of work to catch up on today and I'm kind of in this freaked out fog if that makes sense. I had a little bit of holy water left and I'm wearing it like perfume lol. You have to laugh a little or go nuts. So I'm going to finish some work outside before it rains and then get some work done in my studio. Everyone else is still in bed and I can't wait until they get up. Life is so weird. This thing wants my attention. If it is a person or people why? If it is the thing I think that it is mad that I am not giving it any attention and wants it because giving it attention gives it power. I wish I knew but it can keep it's faceless butt away from me and especially my son. That is NOT acceptable. So current mood...freaked out and confused. Here is the welcome evp video. Hope you can hear it. It's sneaky right before the thunder. btw sorry for typos....just really tired.


Thursday, May 21, 2015

Activity update

If you are new to this blog please start at the post called our story. Here is the link.

I haven't written in my blog much because life has been so busy I hardly get a chance. I thought that I would post an update before my son gets home. So much has happened and it is still a daily occurrence. A show called Paranormal survivor found my blog and gave me a call asking me to be on it. I had full intentions of doing the show but my husband was worried that co workers might see it. We are still iffy about doing tv but I won't rule it out. The one paranormal group that was going to help us back out. Stopped communication for no reason at all. The last video I sent them was an evp of our thing saying one of their names. Then nothing. I do have a demonologist that will help. It is a really hard decision as to whether we should have him come out though. My fear is that it will make it worse and this thing will take it out on my son. I honestly have no idea what to do.
A few days ago I went down to the basement to do laundry. I found the basement covered in dead flies. It was as if it happened over night. I do realize that there are explainable reasons for this happening other than paranormal but with this house I honestly think that it is demonic activity. Here is a video. I hope it works for you. I have been having bad luck uploading videos to blogger. Actually I will put it at the end of this post.
A very kind woman asked me to be on her web show. I haven't talked to her since she asked but I do hope that it happens. In other situations it seems like if your haunting is not famous you are ignored and the way to make it famous is by being on tv. We have turned down 4 tv offers now. I'll cave soon though.
This woman is very sweet so i am sure that is not the case with her show. She has been so helpful and she is the one who helped me find the demonologist.
Other than the flies I have had the constant voices and whispers. The constant banging on various cans in my studio. It really wants my attention and I don't know why. Since we get evps of men, women, children and the demon thing I don't know what is trying to get my attention. Do we have a demon and ghosts? Are ghosts real or are there just demons? I wish that I knew. I went into the garage one day. It's huge and more like a pole barn and it is filled with stuff that they left. Even a model t car. Guess what our thing did? It banged as loud as it could on a can. This thing follows me. It has even been in my car. I know because I made a video of my son's bus and it was talking in the video.
Our driveway is about 900 feet so many mornings I take my son to the bus rather than walk. When I pulled up to the house I thought that I saw my husband standing in the kitchen. When I walked inside no husband. He was in bed. Today I pulled up to the house and I saw a man standing there. It was the shape of a man but a shadow. No features. I ran into the house and of course nothing was there but as soon as I walked out of the kitchen to the bathroom I heard a voice. It was a man but I don't know what it said.
Last night I was in bed watching tv. My husband was still downstairs. I FELT the sheet being pulled under my head. It tugged on the sheet. I ran and got my husband. I still sleep with a flashlight in the bed. A few nights ago it knocked over this nightstand. It just fell over. That was freaky. Then the night before there were 3 knocks on the closet door. It likes to do that. That same day I had an antique green jar that I found in the barn slide across my desk at least 3 inches. I have a doll on a shelf in front of my desk that basically fell but it fell 2 feet towards me almost hitting me in the face. One thing that is making me mad is that it is picking on me and my son and not my husband.
My son hears a man cough upstairs. He hears his name called. He hears me crying when I am not and I hear my son call me but it's not him. All this stuff is happening but not when my husband is around and then a lot of the evps that I catch in family videos sound like me. It is like it is trying to make me look like an idiot to my husband. He has experience a lot in this house but not lately. The worst thing that he experienced was seeing it attack me in bed. After about 9 times he finally saw what was going on. He didn't see that thing but he saw me fighting the thing off and not being able to speak. He did see a black mass glide under the door though. That really freaked him out but he did also saw our thing in the upstairs hallway one night.
Another thing that happened was I was standing at the front door looking out of the window and I heard someone totally walk up or down the stairs. Each foot hitting each stair. That was really upsetting.
I wish I could understand all of this better. I really do. It can drive you nuts trying to figure it all out.
Some things that I do know....
It watches me daily.
It can talk loud enough for me to hear it with my ears.
It knows what I am doing and can even say things before I say it.
It is always calling my name in evps. ALL of the time. It's always a man who calls my name. Never a woman.
It can move things
It can turn the knobs on the stove to light a burner. We have to keep the knobs off.
It can make a room go totally cold where you get goosebumps. It can even make the room go black for about a second.
It can touch me and as I said before in this blog and I don't touch on it much this thing is an Incubus. It can hurt you. It has scratched me. Slapped me in the face and I think that it bit the back of my neck. I felt a burning pain right after I listened to a home video I had taken. I was playing it back to see if I wanted to upload a doll video to Facebook. I heard the evp so I knew that it was in the room. Then the burning started. I think that I posted that picture in my blog. You could see scratches but it also looks like there could be teeth marks.
Last night my son was being hilarious and I made a video of him. You see at least a dozen orbs shoot from behind him and a loud male yell. It was between a growl and a yell.
It's scaring my animals big time. You see them looking at something and their ears will go back, hiss and then run.
There is so much I know that I will forget something.
Oh...2 times now I thought that my husband came home early because I heard the back door slam and then footsteps. Nope. He wasn't home.
I have also walked into my studio in the morning and things are just not in their place or knocked over.
This really freaked me out and it sounds like of stupid.
I went to bed. Husband was still up. I got up and went downstairs to go to the bathroom. I go back up to the bed and their was a huge black spider ring placed right where I was laying. My husband didn't do it and my son was sound asleep. This was around 11 pm. Where did the ring come from and how the heck did it do that?
I still get tons of knocks when I am taking a shower. I HATE THAT. You can't exactly run but the worst thing was the other night. It came into the bedroom like it used to do. Under the door as a black mass and went up the wall, to the ceiling and hovered over me. It was one of the times where you feel pure evil and terror and can't move.
After telling it to leave in the name of Jesus it finally left. I was so scared that it was going to touch me but it didn't.
One thing I really get sick of is people asking why we don't move. My answer is send me the money to move and it's a deal. Also I love my house. I love this farm. I want this thing to go but my gut says that it won't. It's all over the property and even in the woods. Barry Fitzgerald from Ghost hunters international told me that it was the land and there are so many reasons for the haunting.
1. we live by an old 1800's cemetery.
2. we have a creek winding around the property
3. We live very close to the battle grounds of the battle of Tippecanoe and why I didn't figure that out years ago I don't know.
So there could be Indians buried here or soldiers who were killed.
There is also a good chance of lime being on the property.
We live by a train station and I was told that that could help with a haunting.
We also have 2 transformers on the property. This house was moved from town onto a pre existing basement so I have no idea what happened to the house that used to be here. I think that it burned down but I am not sure.
In the basement I get GET OUT evps every time. I also get that loud demonic voice and evil laughter. I'm not kidding. Just like a horror movie. I have those evps on my youtube channel.
One time when I was in the basement finishing up laundry I looked into this one little creepy room that I hate. It is tiny and painted red filled with antique furniture that was here when we moved in. The door is an old antique door with a window. I was on the stairs and I swear on my life I saw something with red eyes jump from a tall cabinet to a table in that room. It wasn't a cat or a raccoon. It was bigger than that. I have evps from the basement where you hear something scurry away like something on it's belly.
The basement is bad. It feels bad. The only nice evp that I have gotten down there was a man who said the name Monica. The rest are all GET OUT. Different men say get out. One time one man said GET and then another man said the same session another man said GET OUT OF HERE.
That basement is evil. The only other places in the house that feel that bad are the upstairs hallway an d  my bedroom.
I wish that I could write more but I need to stop because I have to get my son soon.
So in a nutshell it is worse again and I have no idea why. I don't look for it anymore. I don't talk to it anymore. Maybe it's mad especially since it calls my name in every home video. If I made a video right now some voice would be in it and probably someone yelling Carmen.
Ok...I really appreciate you guys reading this. Telling my story means so much to me. I wish everyone would believe it though.
Ghosts, demons or whatever you want to call it is very real and I think that they are just about everywhere.
After being around them so long I know how to hear them and even see them in certain ways.
You get tuned into it.
Ok. I'll be back soon with another update.
God bless you guys,
Ps sorry for typos. Was in a hurry again.
I hope that the video works for you
If you need help or advice you can email me at
I have learned to much that I can actually help people.


Friday, March 20, 2015

Now it's in my car?

The photo above is something materializing at the top of our stairs. A friend caught this for me. 

Once again sorry for not posting. Things have been non stop busy. I mean super busy. I really don't have time for anything at all lately. I have 4 major projects going on. Another reason that I have not posted about our haunting much is because I have done my best to try to ignore it and that is sooo hard to do but I've done it so far! It lets me know that it is in the room with me EVERY day. Like clock work. I do have a couple videos to upload. Stuff caught by accident. Oh and the team that was going to help us totally cut off any communication. I have no idea why when the last email they sent me was how excited that they were to come out. I wonder if it scared one of them. I sent him a video where it said his name.
 I did find a demonologist though. Now we are trying to decided if we really want him to come out though. I know that it could get worse and it has been pretty quiet lately meaning not vicious. Always around me though
but not in a bad way for about a month now. 
My husband would laugh at me when I told him that it bangs on a can everyday multiple time a day to get my attention. ( I do have a video where I caught it SLAMMING on the can. 
 Well it did it again so that time I did film and it said my name loud and clear. 
 Here it is. You will need to turn the volume up all the way or use headphones. The only sound in the room is it saying my name, Carmen at :02. My facebook friends could hear it.  We did a count. In 6 years it has said my name 30 times. My daughter's name 3. My son's name once and NEVER my husbands name. 


 It's either banging on that darn can ( I've moved it all over the room..still does it lol ) or messing with a corner of the room. Things fall over there. Bang for no reason and things move. There is nothing there to cause it. Knocking lamps over...Talking. I hate it when I hear it with my ears. I hate that. Yesterday it was vocal 3 separate times. You hear it but not sure what it said. You guys know that I have all of my paints on my desk in old wooden boxes. One falls out at least daily. It falls towards me and there is a lot of it touching my hair and tugging my shirt. Then the upstairs has lots of voices. You hear them once you get to the top of the stairs. Everyone hears them not just me lol. oh and the other day I had a glass jar on my desk slide at least 2 inches towards me. My siri keeps going off and every time it does a search on the word help. I'm not kidding. The last time siri went off my space heater went out at the exact same time. It will flicker the lights or just turn them off. OH! I had the knobs on the stove on while i was cooking. You guys know that I have to keep them off because it turns the gas burners on. Well the one time in a year that I put them back on it turned on 2 back burners. So it nuts active but not attack active. OH!!! I keep saying oh lol. We were asked to be on Tv again. This time a show out of Canada. She is calling me on to explain what the show it about. We turned down dead files and Steve Harvey and some YouTube shows so far. Maybe this one will feel right. We are not about being on tv yet I want people to know about my story. People keep finding us because of this blog. 
Some other things it is doing almost daily is creeping into my studio. You hear the floor creak. Then my back gets really cold and some kind of light will flicker in the room. It does this every day. It really wants me to talk to it or them. I don't know why. Upstairs I get HELP ME evps and in the basment I get GET out. They say get out down there all of the time. One basment evp said Monica and you hear the thing do the evil laughter or just yell. On the second floor you get the scary evps. Demon, devil and one time and older woman cried house. It's been having fun flinging my closet door open but it has not hurt me or threatened me since the evp that said FEAR ME YOU WHORE. That was a couple of months ago and on this blog.  One thing that really upset me. IT WAS in my car with  me. I made a video of the snow while I was in my car waiting for my son's bus to arrive. When I watched the video a deep voice said GO NOW. I have no idea what that meant and I am so upset that it was in my CAR. So now it's all over the 80 acres and in my car. Nice. 

. Ok I won't be such a poop about posting now. I've just been overwhelmed with work and family. I'm hurrying through this post so I know that there will be a million typos. Sorry about that. I have so much to tell and lately no time to tell it! Thanks to everyone who keeps up with this blog and your support. You guys have made me not afraid to tell our story.
God bless all of you!