Sunday, May 31, 2015
I'm in total shock. I always wondered why we never see apparitions in this house. Just a shadow man, black mass, white mass and various other forms including something with glowing eyes the size of a medium sized dog jumping from a cabinet to a desk in the creepy room in the basement but last night I saw something that I have never seen in the 6 years that we have been living here. The guys went to the store last night and it was just me at home. It had been storming all day long. It was about 9 at night. I was downstairs and walked past the stairs. I stopped and just froze. I saw a tall man at the top of the stairs. You could see his shirt, long pants but no face. It was just a black ball. I think it stayed there for a good 3 seconds and it just disappeared. I could tell that it was looking right at me even without the face. After it left I seriously RAN outside and sat in my car until the guys came home. I not only sat in my car I drove to the middle of the driveway away from the house. This puts a whole new spin on things for me. I am down right scared. Why would I see an actual apparition after 6 years and what the hell does it want? I get evps from men, women, children and our evil thing or is the evil thing doing all of it? Seeing this has me all confused and I DON'T want to see it again and I hope that my son doesn't see it although I think that he already has. On night my son said that he saw a man's arm kind of holding a doorway. The rest of the man would have been in the hallway. He also thought that he saw his dad a few times when his dad wasn't even home. He also saw a black "ball" Floating in the hallway and he said that it popped like a balloon. I've seen a shadow man more than once but the time that stands out in my mind was when I saw it peeking out from the bathroom door. You could see the head, shoulder and arm around the door. It was in the bathroom peeking out. The black mass is terrifying but seeing an actual man with no face is a new kind of fear. I've been on the fence about having a demonologist coming out afraid that it could get worse but now I'm asking him to come over as soon as he can. Before I saw the "man" lots of small things were happening in the house because of the storms. Things were falling over on my desk...the can banging was just ridiculous. Loud and constant and I was pretty sure that I heard a voice coming from the bathroom and a whisper in my studio. Then I was filming the storm and I accidentally got 2 evps. One is a man saying WELCOME and another is a man saying get out. Talk about mixed messages. This video is of the man saying Welcome. I hope that you can hear it. Turn up the volume. It was very loud and clear on my phone. I made a small video where I repeat the evp. So I am kind of in shock and freaked out today and very jumpy. The cat walked into the room and I shot up a few feet from my chair lol. This is all SOOOOO Confusing. This stuff is not suppose to happen. I have a lot of work to catch up on today and I'm kind of in this freaked out fog if that makes sense. I had a little bit of holy water left and I'm wearing it like perfume lol. You have to laugh a little or go nuts. So I'm going to finish some work outside before it rains and then get some work done in my studio. Everyone else is still in bed and I can't wait until they get up. Life is so weird. This thing wants my attention. If it is a person or people why? If it is the thing I think that it is mad that I am not giving it any attention and wants it because giving it attention gives it power. I wish I knew but it can keep it's faceless butt away from me and especially my son. That is NOT acceptable. So current mood...freaked out and confused. Here is the welcome evp video. Hope you can hear it. It's sneaky right before the thunder. btw sorry for typos....just really tired.
Thursday, May 21, 2015
If you are new to this blog please start at the post called our story. Here is the link.
I haven't written in my blog much because life has been so busy I hardly get a chance. I thought that I would post an update before my son gets home. So much has happened and it is still a daily occurrence. A show called Paranormal survivor found my blog and gave me a call asking me to be on it. I had full intentions of doing the show but my husband was worried that co workers might see it. We are still iffy about doing tv but I won't rule it out. The one paranormal group that was going to help us back out. Stopped communication for no reason at all. The last video I sent them was an evp of our thing saying one of their names. Then nothing. I do have a demonologist that will help. It is a really hard decision as to whether we should have him come out though. My fear is that it will make it worse and this thing will take it out on my son. I honestly have no idea what to do.
A few days ago I went down to the basement to do laundry. I found the basement covered in dead flies. It was as if it happened over night. I do realize that there are explainable reasons for this happening other than paranormal but with this house I honestly think that it is demonic activity. Here is a video. I hope it works for you. I have been having bad luck uploading videos to blogger. Actually I will put it at the end of this post.
A very kind woman asked me to be on her web show. I haven't talked to her since she asked but I do hope that it happens. In other situations it seems like if your haunting is not famous you are ignored and the way to make it famous is by being on tv. We have turned down 4 tv offers now. I'll cave soon though.
This woman is very sweet so i am sure that is not the case with her show. She has been so helpful and she is the one who helped me find the demonologist.
Other than the flies I have had the constant voices and whispers. The constant banging on various cans in my studio. It really wants my attention and I don't know why. Since we get evps of men, women, children and the demon thing I don't know what is trying to get my attention. Do we have a demon and ghosts? Are ghosts real or are there just demons? I wish that I knew. I went into the garage one day. It's huge and more like a pole barn and it is filled with stuff that they left. Even a model t car. Guess what our thing did? It banged as loud as it could on a can. This thing follows me. It has even been in my car. I know because I made a video of my son's bus and it was talking in the video.
Our driveway is about 900 feet so many mornings I take my son to the bus rather than walk. When I pulled up to the house I thought that I saw my husband standing in the kitchen. When I walked inside no husband. He was in bed. Today I pulled up to the house and I saw a man standing there. It was the shape of a man but a shadow. No features. I ran into the house and of course nothing was there but as soon as I walked out of the kitchen to the bathroom I heard a voice. It was a man but I don't know what it said.
Last night I was in bed watching tv. My husband was still downstairs. I FELT the sheet being pulled under my head. It tugged on the sheet. I ran and got my husband. I still sleep with a flashlight in the bed. A few nights ago it knocked over this nightstand. It just fell over. That was freaky. Then the night before there were 3 knocks on the closet door. It likes to do that. That same day I had an antique green jar that I found in the barn slide across my desk at least 3 inches. I have a doll on a shelf in front of my desk that basically fell but it fell 2 feet towards me almost hitting me in the face. One thing that is making me mad is that it is picking on me and my son and not my husband.
My son hears a man cough upstairs. He hears his name called. He hears me crying when I am not and I hear my son call me but it's not him. All this stuff is happening but not when my husband is around and then a lot of the evps that I catch in family videos sound like me. It is like it is trying to make me look like an idiot to my husband. He has experience a lot in this house but not lately. The worst thing that he experienced was seeing it attack me in bed. After about 9 times he finally saw what was going on. He didn't see that thing but he saw me fighting the thing off and not being able to speak. He did see a black mass glide under the door though. That really freaked him out but he did also saw our thing in the upstairs hallway one night.
Another thing that happened was I was standing at the front door looking out of the window and I heard someone totally walk up or down the stairs. Each foot hitting each stair. That was really upsetting.
I wish I could understand all of this better. I really do. It can drive you nuts trying to figure it all out.
Some things that I do know....
It watches me daily.
It can talk loud enough for me to hear it with my ears.
It knows what I am doing and can even say things before I say it.
It is always calling my name in evps. ALL of the time. It's always a man who calls my name. Never a woman.
It can move things
It can turn the knobs on the stove to light a burner. We have to keep the knobs off.
It can make a room go totally cold where you get goosebumps. It can even make the room go black for about a second.
It can touch me and as I said before in this blog and I don't touch on it much this thing is an Incubus. It can hurt you. It has scratched me. Slapped me in the face and I think that it bit the back of my neck. I felt a burning pain right after I listened to a home video I had taken. I was playing it back to see if I wanted to upload a doll video to Facebook. I heard the evp so I knew that it was in the room. Then the burning started. I think that I posted that picture in my blog. You could see scratches but it also looks like there could be teeth marks.
Last night my son was being hilarious and I made a video of him. You see at least a dozen orbs shoot from behind him and a loud male yell. It was between a growl and a yell.
It's scaring my animals big time. You see them looking at something and their ears will go back, hiss and then run.
There is so much I know that I will forget something.
Oh...2 times now I thought that my husband came home early because I heard the back door slam and then footsteps. Nope. He wasn't home.
I have also walked into my studio in the morning and things are just not in their place or knocked over.
This really freaked me out and it sounds like of stupid.
I went to bed. Husband was still up. I got up and went downstairs to go to the bathroom. I go back up to the bed and their was a huge black spider ring placed right where I was laying. My husband didn't do it and my son was sound asleep. This was around 11 pm. Where did the ring come from and how the heck did it do that?
I still get tons of knocks when I am taking a shower. I HATE THAT. You can't exactly run but the worst thing was the other night. It came into the bedroom like it used to do. Under the door as a black mass and went up the wall, to the ceiling and hovered over me. It was one of the times where you feel pure evil and terror and can't move.
After telling it to leave in the name of Jesus it finally left. I was so scared that it was going to touch me but it didn't.
One thing I really get sick of is people asking why we don't move. My answer is send me the money to move and it's a deal. Also I love my house. I love this farm. I want this thing to go but my gut says that it won't. It's all over the property and even in the woods. Barry Fitzgerald from Ghost hunters international told me that it was the land and there are so many reasons for the haunting.
1. we live by an old 1800's cemetery.
2. we have a creek winding around the property
3. We live very close to the battle grounds of the battle of Tippecanoe and why I didn't figure that out years ago I don't know.
So there could be Indians buried here or soldiers who were killed.
There is also a good chance of lime being on the property.
We live by a train station and I was told that that could help with a haunting.
We also have 2 transformers on the property. This house was moved from town onto a pre existing basement so I have no idea what happened to the house that used to be here. I think that it burned down but I am not sure.
In the basement I get GET OUT evps every time. I also get that loud demonic voice and evil laughter. I'm not kidding. Just like a horror movie. I have those evps on my youtube channel.
One time when I was in the basement finishing up laundry I looked into this one little creepy room that I hate. It is tiny and painted red filled with antique furniture that was here when we moved in. The door is an old antique door with a window. I was on the stairs and I swear on my life I saw something with red eyes jump from a tall cabinet to a table in that room. It wasn't a cat or a raccoon. It was bigger than that. I have evps from the basement where you hear something scurry away like something on it's belly.
The basement is bad. It feels bad. The only nice evp that I have gotten down there was a man who said the name Monica. The rest are all GET OUT. Different men say get out. One time one man said GET and then another man said OUT....in the same session another man said GET OUT OF HERE.
That basement is evil. The only other places in the house that feel that bad are the upstairs hallway an d my bedroom.
I wish that I could write more but I need to stop because I have to get my son soon.
So in a nutshell it is worse again and I have no idea why. I don't look for it anymore. I don't talk to it anymore. Maybe it's mad especially since it calls my name in every home video. If I made a video right now some voice would be in it and probably someone yelling Carmen.
Ok...I really appreciate you guys reading this. Telling my story means so much to me. I wish everyone would believe it though.
Ghosts, demons or whatever you want to call it is very real and I think that they are just about everywhere.
After being around them so long I know how to hear them and even see them in certain ways.
You get tuned into it.
Ok. I'll be back soon with another update.
God bless you guys,
Ps sorry for typos. Was in a hurry again.
I hope that the video works for you
If you need help or advice you can email me at firstname.lastname@example.org
I have learned to much that I can actually help people.
Friday, April 3, 2015
Just a reminder. If you are new to my blog please start with this post. Thanks so much.
Friday, March 20, 2015
The photo above is something materializing at the top of our stairs. A friend caught this for me.
I did find a demonologist though. Now we are trying to decided if we really want him to come out though. I know that it could get worse and it has been pretty quiet lately meaning not vicious. Always around me though
but not in a bad way for about a month now.
My husband would laugh at me when I told him that it bangs on a can everyday multiple time a day to get my attention. ( I do have a video where I caught it SLAMMING on the can.
Well it did it again so that time I did film and it said my name loud and clear.
Here it is. You will need to turn the volume up all the way or use headphones. The only sound in the room is it saying my name, Carmen at :02. My facebook friends could hear it. We did a count. In 6 years it has said my name 30 times. My daughter's name 3. My son's name once and NEVER my husbands name.
It's either banging on that darn can ( I've moved it all over the room..still does it lol ) or messing with a corner of the room. Things fall over there. Bang for no reason and things move. There is nothing there to cause it. Knocking lamps over...Talking. I hate it when I hear it with my ears. I hate that. Yesterday it was vocal 3 separate times. You hear it but not sure what it said. You guys know that I have all of my paints on my desk in old wooden boxes. One falls out at least daily. It falls towards me and there is a lot of it touching my hair and tugging my shirt. Then the upstairs has lots of voices. You hear them once you get to the top of the stairs. Everyone hears them not just me lol. oh and the other day I had a glass jar on my desk slide at least 2 inches towards me. My siri keeps going off and every time it does a search on the word help. I'm not kidding. The last time siri went off my space heater went out at the exact same time. It will flicker the lights or just turn them off. OH! I had the knobs on the stove on while i was cooking. You guys know that I have to keep them off because it turns the gas burners on. Well the one time in a year that I put them back on it turned on 2 back burners. So it nuts active but not attack active. OH!!! I keep saying oh lol. We were asked to be on Tv again. This time a show out of Canada. She is calling me on to explain what the show it about. We turned down dead files and Steve Harvey and some YouTube shows so far. Maybe this one will feel right. We are not about being on tv yet I want people to know about my story. People keep finding us because of this blog.
Some other things it is doing almost daily is creeping into my studio. You hear the floor creak. Then my back gets really cold and some kind of light will flicker in the room. It does this every day. It really wants me to talk to it or them. I don't know why. Upstairs I get HELP ME evps and in the basment I get GET out. They say get out down there all of the time. One basment evp said Monica and you hear the thing do the evil laughter or just yell. On the second floor you get the scary evps. Demon, devil and one time and older woman cried out..my house. It's been having fun flinging my closet door open but it has not hurt me or threatened me since the evp that said FEAR ME YOU WHORE. That was a couple of months ago and on this blog. One thing that really upset me. IT WAS in my car with me. I made a video of the snow while I was in my car waiting for my son's bus to arrive. When I watched the video a deep voice said GO NOW. I have no idea what that meant and I am so upset that it was in my CAR. So now it's all over the 80 acres and in my car. Nice.
. Ok I won't be such a poop about posting now. I've just been overwhelmed with work and family. I'm hurrying through this post so I know that there will be a million typos. Sorry about that. I have so much to tell and lately no time to tell it! Thanks to everyone who keeps up with this blog and your support. You guys have made me not afraid to tell our story.
God bless all of you!
Monday, January 12, 2015
They seem amazing. They care and I hope this does all work out.
The photo I posted was of a super active night. This was in the bedroom. That corner for some reason is nuts and sometimes you can see a tall black shadow man just standing there. All of the light type things that you see are spirits or whatever it is. On video it was crazy. I will be back to explain more soon. Here are a few videos. I want to thank you guys for your constant support.
The video above is just nuts. My daughter was home visiting and we were in my studio watching videos. The videos that we watched were about funny baby goats and the singer Lorde. She also showed me a toy Pikachu that she bought for my son. In the video they say...Baby goat, then a man says Lorde really fast and then you hear pikachu. They made it very clear that they were watching us.
The video above is one that I took in the basement. 2 different voices tell me to get out. They are always telling me to get out in the basement.
It's so weird. Upstairs I get help, help me, help us and help me pray..in the basement...Get out.
In the bedroom they are more threatening like the video that said ...FEAR me you whore..
Here is a link to that video
I'm not sure if I posted this one or not and you kind of have to take my word on this one. When they or it wants my attention they like to bang on a can in my studio.
This day was nuts. I heard my name whispered twice and this little fan I have moved. The blade bent backwards.
I got my phone out and this thing slammed on that can.
This was real. It was not staged and I was the only one in the room.
The video above is of a huge orb in the creepy corner of the bedroom
In the video above a man says wounded at the very end.
Thanks again for your support.
To be honest sometimes I think about deleting the blog and my videos thinking that it might make things better by giving it less attention.
I have made videos now and then but I refuse to talk to it. The videos are to show the team that is helping us.
Have a great day and God bless you guys.
Friday, December 5, 2014
The photo above is my chair ghost. The chair will rock on it's own and I actually caught this while it was rocking.
It's been so long since I have posted. I keep saying that I will post and then something side tracks me. Our mean spirit is still around but not as active....I think. I got this evp the other night while I was trying to film a spider on my wall. Our mean thing says, " Fear me. You whore.". Clear as day.
Btw ignore typos. I had to type fast so that my son would not see this post.
It has been vocal but it really hasn't done anything terrible of late. The other spirits..if there are more and not this thing doing all of it have been extremely active. Crazy active. They do all kinds of things to get my attention in my studio on a daily basis. They will turn on the lamp, turn off the fan, make my lamp shade spin in circles, move bags across my desk, turn on my printer, knock shelves off of the wall. One day I saw a shelf fly off the wall and it smashed my antique doll. This happened with another shelf and it busted some of my antique ball jars. It whispers my name, knocks on the walls and moves small dolls. One thing that is does almost every day is bang on a can. I have a can of acetone on my shelf and this thing bangs on it all of the time. Every time that it bangs I get my camera out and I always catch something. In this video I caught it on tape! It didn't just bang on the can it slammed it! I was so excited to get that. I wish that people could see it happen though. I know that a lot of people think that I faked it.
Here is the video.
Bang caught on tape
It's been very vocal in the bathroom. More than once my husband asked if I called him or if I was crying. My son and daughter both heard something that sounded just like me sobbing.
One thing that is really weird. I bought water speakers. When music plays water goes up and down and there are lights. I have more than once heard them speak through the speakers! For real. I have a video of it that I need to upload. I even sent a pair of water speakers to a ghost hunting friend.
One night I was working in my studio and I heard a thud behind me. I looked and it was a perfume bottle that I kept in the bathroom. The bathroom is right next to my studio. That was unsettling.
The orb and mass videos are crazy. It is so active right now and I don't know why. I have some great new videos posted and some that I need to upload.
You are going to watch this amazing video more than once because it is so fast. Some strange huge white mass flashes by.
This is a mass that I could that zips through the bedroom. They love my bedroom of course. If you go to my channel I also have a slow motion version.
This is an evp that I caught totally by accident. I didn't know that my camera was on or how it turned on.
It says DEVIL
So things are nuts but not horrible. I have only seen the black mass once in 3 months. It did the typical come in from under the bedroom door thing and hover over me. It is terrifying every time. You honestly feel pure evil and like it is trying to hurt you and drag you to hell. That is not an exaggeration at all.
Oh! I almost forgot. Many times it will tap me on the shoulder while I am working and I hear whispers by my ear often. Usually my name. It also broke my lampshade. It loves that lamp. It suddenly crashed down. I guess it can't spin it any more huh? lol.
One night my husband fell asleep on the couch. He said that he heard something going up and down the stairs all night. It freaked him out.
My step son saw a tall shadow man cross from the living room to the dinning room and he has only spent the night one time since.
I put the knobs back on the stove but I had to take them right back off. It turned on 2 burners at once.
Last year on Thanksgiving I saw the knob turn! I wish I could have filmed that.
It loves to thunk on the refrigerator to get our attention when we are in the kitchen.
I have a pan hanging in the kitchen and it will make it move back and forth really fast. You can stop it and then it will start right back up again.
My youngest son will still hear his name called upstairs. He has also heard his dad laughing when he wasn't home. The upstairs is bad. The very worst but the other most active rooms are my studio, both bathrooms...and the entire upstairs of course. The basement has a really bad feeling to it and I've gotten some really scare evps down there. One is your typical horror movie evil laughter.
This next video is amazing orb and ghost action in the bedroom. Some guy commented saying that I did it using flashlights lol.
There is so much more but I need to finish this before my son gets up.
I promise to blog more often and I also created a facebook group where I post evidence and people can talk about their own hauntings.
It is a closed group so if you join your posts are seen by group members only.
Have an amazing day and I really will be back soon!
Thanks for reading my blog. It means a lot. I have said it before but something this unreal and crazy needs to be shared so that people can see that this really does go on.
There are really "ghosts" and demons. If there are Demons then there is a God and I hope that this blog helps get this message out.
The only way I could get the demon to leave me alone was to tell it to leave in the name of Jesus. All of this has strengthened my faith.
Sorry about typos I have to type fast so my son won't see this and get scared.
God bless all of you!