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Sunday, January 20, 2013

Very interesting update and photo.

Please tell me what you see in the photo above. I want to see if you see what my daughter and I do.
Ignore my mess lol. I'm putting things in storage and cleaning out the room. 

I just wanted to send a little update while I work on the main story. My daughter took some photos in my studio. One was a definite orb but she wanted me to post this one and I would love to read what you think and what you see. My daughter and I both agree on what we see in the photo. When she was taking it she saw a little light stream in front of the camera. She had asked  if a spirit could stand by the door. Before this photo she took dozens of photos of the same doorway with nothing in them. We both gasped a little when we saw this photo. After she took the photo something in my studio said a very faint hello or what. This wasn't an evp. It talked in a whisper in the room. We tried to recreate this photo with no luck. My husband was determined to debunk it and couldn't. It was pretty funny. He went as far as spraying water on the wall to see if it was a reflection lol.
 I'm sorry I haven't been able to finish our main story yet. My son became very sick with strep throat. He's still not totally over it. He came home from school Friday with a fever of 103.8 and when he asked his teacher if he could go to the nurse she said no. I think I need to send one of our spirits to her house lol. I also had to add this. I had emailed John Zaffis asking for help with our house and how surprised was I when he answered telling us what we should do to try to get rid of Mr. Evil. He is so busy and how cool was it for him to take the time to help us?  His advice was to buy sea salt, frankincense and Myrrh and 4 iron nails. He said to sprinkle the salt all round every room and above the doors. Then he said to burn the incense in every room of the house telling it to leave in the name of Jesus. He said to bury one nail at each corner of the house. I am waiting on the incense to get here. If anyone is having a similar problem with a mean black mass or shadow man the incense was on ebay  for under 5 dollars.  You can buy sea salt at Walmart and the nails at a hardware store. I'll let you know if this helps get rid of Mr. Nasty.
The last evp session I did scared me so bad I could only listen to it once. I'm not even sure if I want to upload it. The thing talked all the way through it and did a classic evil laugh. I haven't looked for evps since and I'm not sure if I will again. I'm on the fence about that right now. If I get the guts to upload it I'll let you know. The first word it said was careful but I have no idea what was meant by that. This was the evil thing in the house. I've never had an evp upset me that much and it was caught loud and clear in my bedroom.
Other then that I am working on our story little by little in between work and it will be done this week. So please comment about what you see in the photo. I am 100 percent sure that it is not a reflection because these things only show up in pictures when you ask them to. I hope everyone has a great Sunday and watch for another post very soon. 

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

It said my name :( 2 new evps from a creepy man.

I keep thinking that I am not going to post until I write our story but I keep getting evps that I want to share. I got about 10 this morning alone. No kidding but 2 that I got using my cell phone were way creepy, loud and clear. One he is saying my name Carmen. I only post the better evps in my blog. I upload a lot of them to YouTube but if they are very faint I toss them out.

In this next one he is saying a long creepy Hello. I don't know how to convert my audio files to a file that I can put on YouTube or however people do that lol. When I figure it out these evps will be totally clear. It was like he was right beside me whispering into my phone. This was in my bedroom! Sleeping with a light on tonight! I actually sleep with the tv on and a flashlight in my bed! I do lol. I'm a total little girl at night. Before the black mass that I am going to tell you about and the voices I was so happy to sleep in the dark. I hated even a nightlight. I miss that. I joke and do lots of LOL's but it's very scary and being alone during the day can be rough at times. I am always looking over my shoulder and afraid I will see something around each corner.

 I guess I will keep posting new evidence as I get it but I will have our main story done soon. I promise. Posting evidence as it comes helps me keep a journal of all this.
So this was today's creepiness.
If anyone knows how I can get the audio on video please let me know. As always I love to read your comments. I wonder what tomorrow will bring? Oh! I did hear a sound thinking it was nothing again but when I played back my ipad I heard a woman say ahh. It was so quiet I didn't upload it though. So I heard it with my ears again and got the proof on my ipad. Since my phone picked these last 2 evps up so clearly I need to figure out how to get my audio files as videos. So help anyone lol.

About a week ago and the same day I heard the man in the basement yell pumpkin I heard a noise that sounded just like him in the hallway but I thought it was me being paranoid because of the loud evp. When I heard a man's voice with my ears yesterday and then had proof of that on my iPad I realized that what I heard was the pumpkin man I guess I will call him.
This house is crazy nuts but I am going to keep documenting it. I got a very nice email from a woman yesterday who basically went through what my family is going through. It was so similar I squeeked out an OMG. My main story of our haunting will be up by the weekend.
Have a good day everyone and thanks for taking the time to read and listen. Also thanks for the great comments yesterday. I am in a much better mood and I'll try not to let some comments get to me. It is their  right to post what they want so I need to man up lol. I also found a million typos in my last blog post. I swear I can't type anything without having a ton of mistakes and this post will probably be the same but in my defense....I just heard a ghost whisper my name lol.
btw.... I haven't heard from Alma in 2 days.
Thanks again,

Monday, January 14, 2013

Scary Audible evps, snort, photos & a bit of a vent.

Possible spirit photo explained later in this post.
wonderful vent near the end of this post lol.

Wow....All I can say is wow. I got this audible evp today. I was upstairs around 9:30 am playing with our cats while feeding them and I heard something in the hallway. It sounded like a deep voice but I said to myself it was just a random noise maybe from my dog. I had my iPad going because I get tons of evps in that bathroom. When I played my iPad back I was pretty shock to realize I did hear a spirit voice with my own ears and caught it on tape. You are going to need headphones but at :10 it sounds like he is saying here you go. I'm not really sure. For some reason our many spirits like to repeat what I say at times. They can also predict what you are going to say and say it before you do. This is the audible evp. Please use headphones. You will hear him at :10.

This weekend my daughter and I got some interesting photos. The first one doesn't look like much but there is a before and after. The before shot nothing was said. The after shot the spirit was asked to have it's picture taken in that part of the hallway and we got this tiny orb. Because of everything that happens here I am sure that is an orb and not dust. It is a little ball of light. It only appeared after it was asked to stand there and have it's picture taken. I's tiny but still evidence. You can click on the picture to enlarge it.

It was the same situation with this photo. Nothing showed up in this corner until the spirit was asked to stand there. I believe this white mist is a spirit and not a camera flaw. We tried to recreate it many times with no mist appearing.

This is an evp we caught about 5 minutes before this picture was taken. I have never heard this voice before and she sounds like she is standing in the hallway. Please use headphones to hear her very clearly.

This next evp was taken this morning around 9:30 am. I heard a sound downstairs and I was basically asking the if the dogs were in the room. Yes I talk to my dogs like they were people lol. I didn't expect to get this huff or snort. I also got a deep scary voice this morning but I couldn't make out what it was saying.

I have more evps that we caught over the weekend and a few more photos. One note though. Many people are saying that whatever is in our house is not something to be afraid of or bad. No one can know that because they are not in my house. We know what is here and one thing is down right evil and that is the main reason I started this blog. I just haven't had the time to write our main story yet. There is something in this house that in a nutshell tormented my 10 year old and me. It followed both my older sons to their homes and hour away. I will write way more about that very soon so please don't tell me what is in my house unless you come here and see for yourself. We might have the one bad thing and lots of kind spirits and or harmless spirits or it might be the one bad thing posing as all these spirits. I have the evil thing on a recording. I have his voice and I know because during that time I was very angry and I asked if the THING was in our home and I got the answer I am. I asked more than that but I'll save that for a future post. I know what I felt and saw and what it did to my family. When I read statements from people stating that they know as a fact that nothing malicious is here I get angry. Again come over and then tell me that. I know many people out there have felt the same thing I did when it comes into your room at night. A complete feeling of an evil presence in the room. Terror like I have never felt before. It wasn't human and people need to know I know that as a fact. I'm trying to be brave enough to write about all this because I want people to know they are not alone with this malicious thing. It's real. No one in the world knows what's in my home because they have never been here. Just because some evps are kind or they sound like a normal spirit doesn't mean we don't have the THING lurking around. It's here. It's a thing and it was never human. Sorry if I sound upset but I get so tired of people telling me..well it doesn't sound malicious so don't worry. My son can't sleep in his own room because of it. He hasn't for 2 years and I don't even want him up there. It rushes up to his face at night. He heard a growl in his room. He has had his arm grabbed in that room. He gets odors in that room.  His room is basically storage right now and that is not fair to him. I've been grabbed and scratched and more. As soon as I get a few more dolls finished I will have time to explain all of this. Thanks for reading and understanding why I get so ticked off lol. It's just that people will say things as fact. Like they know for sure what is going on and what to do. Nothing is fact when it comes to this.. No one has the answers. They might have some good advice or things that have worked for them and I do appreciate that! I want your opinions and output on all this. Just don't tell me that you know anything for sure or as a fact because you don't.
Ok I just sounded like the biggest @$@@ in the world lol. It's hard enough trying to understand all this. I get at least 5 to 10 evps a day and I haven't even mentioned what goes on in our house yet. Wrapping my brain around this is difficult  That is another reason I am writing this blog. It helps me get it out. This isn't a normal haunting. People don't get dozens of evps a day. All times of the day and orbs and mist in photos only when they ask them to show up. I was told this wasn't normal by a very experienced ghost hunter that I trust like family. He's not in it to play ghost hunter. He's in it to help and figure this all out himself after he had a major paranormal experience. Thanks for reading my blog and letting me vent. If I see one comment where someone is acting like they know as a fact what is in my house it's getting deleted. I love comment from people who have theory's on it and what they think might be happening. I want that feedback but I don't want for example.."what you have in your home is not malicious so you have nothing to worry about. "  or " Its a kind gentle man who lived here 30 years ago. How could you even assume that without coming out to my home. If I can feel a presence of complete evil and it can grab me and scratch me well I have something to worry about. I'm working on our main story with all the details of events that happened and is happening in my house and will get it posted very soon. I'm not a mean person btw....I'm fed up lol! I'm really putting myself out there writing this. I know that some people will talk about me. Laugh at me. Say I am making it up but this is about letting people know with photos and evidence there is something out there. How many people do you know that gets at least 5-10 evps daily? This doesn't happen. Some spirits may be good but some are most certainly are bad. I'll be back soon with another post in a better mood! lol. btw I do want advice and your opinions. I just don't want to hear someone say something as fact and not an opinion  I hope that  makes sense. Don't be afraid to comment lol! I just don't like know it alls. How's that? lol

Friday, January 11, 2013

Ghost Radar, pets, black mass w/ photos & evps

The above photo is a little old cemetery that is very close to my home. It is where Alma is buried.  I plan on going there to take more photos and some night shots. We are also investing in a night vision camera.

I thought I would make another post while I am working on our story. These are just a few things that I find interesting that I thought would be worth blogging about! I had a nice lady ask me if my animals react to whatever is in the house. I can tell you right off that the cats don't have a clue lol. I never see them doing anything unusual concerning our spirits. I'm pretty sure they can't sense them since I have not seen any behavior showing me any different.We do have something dark and malicious in our home along with kind spirits. ( Unless all of the activity is one dark thing making us think there are many spirits. ) You would think the cats would react to that. Most of you have seen my cat Mario and he is a bit clueless to begin with!

 The dogs however will randomly bark at nothing. Many times they will also look up at the stairs and bark and or growl. My dog Scooby will sit down and just stare at the wall. I don't know if she is seeing anything or just being kind of weird lol. She often growls for no reason and that happens a lot in the upstairs hallway. That hallway is a hot spot in our home. One day while I was working in my studio I heard a low growl coming from the corner and it was not the dog. To be very honest it terrified me and I called a ghost hunter friend in a panic. One night I had very bad experience with the black mass and I know for a fact that my dog saw what was going on. He was looking directly at it and barking. I will write more about the black mass very soon.  So yes the dogs do seem to see things and or sense them but the cats...well no lol. Oh wait! I forgot! We have a 17 year old cat named Tiny. I don't let her sleep with me very often because she will scan the room and growl. She also likes to get my bedroom closet door open which freaks me out because our main haunting began with my closet door flying open. So I do think Tiny is aware them. The other cats like I said haven't shown me anything that points towards them seeing spirits. Most of the evps are caught in the upstairs bathroom and that is where we kept the kittens. They never seemed bothered or aware of anything paranormal. This is just a theory concerning my home. Other people may have different experiences. We do not have normal animals so this may not be the case in most hauntings. Our animals are a bit like me. Just a bit off lol.
Another thing I find kind of interesting is Ghost Radar. Erm..... doesn't work lol. The blips mean nothing and it never really says anything pertaining to any of the paranormal events that have occurred  I get dozens of evps. At least 5 to 10 daily and ghost radar just doesn't say anything related. So in my book ghost radar is just a fun app. There is an app I bought for about a dollar last year called Ghost board. I remembered today that Ghost board said the name Alma last year. I can't believe I didn't remember that until now. I even remember thinking it was a strange name. How could I have forgotten that when we heard the Alma evps? This is totally true! When I remembered that today I was like...WOW! When I first turned the ghost board on it was tossing out names at me left and right. This was before I knew about the evps so now the many names it was saying all makes sense. I even turned it off and it still started to speak. You have to have one finger from each hand on a blue button to make it work. I wasn't touching it and had actually closed the app and it started talking shooting out the names. How on earth could I have forgotten about it saying Alma!! It said some other things that seemed to relate to events in our home and life. My oldest son lost his girlfriend last year. She died in Greece. She fell from a 5th floor balcony and her death is still being investigated. This app spelled out Greece and right after it spelled out accident. That upset me. So my opinion on ghost radar is a big no. Ghost board is a big maybe. I deleted the ghost board after it talked about Greece. I also realized it wasn't any different from an Ouija board and I really don't want to mess with that. I am not sure if the Ouija  board stories are true but why risk it.

I also wanted to touch on some of the evps that show that whatever is in our house is intelligent  Just today I taped in my studio and I was knitting. Every now and then I take knit breaks lol. When I tape like that I just kind of mutter to myself because I have found that when I do that I tend to get a lot of evps plus I talk to myself a lot. Don't tell anyone! So while I am knitting a ghost says yarn! That was pretty cool. I also asked if anyone was here yesterday and right after a woman said I'm here. I just uploaded that one to my you tube channel. It's carmenls2 if you would like to subscribe. Make sure you have headphones handy for the quiet ones. In some of the evps she sounds just like me but I swear on my life it's not. They can sound like myself, family, friends and even my doctor.

Recently I was in the bathroom and we had some sticky tape up because we had some annoying gnats. I was taking a video hoping to get evps. I accidentally walked through the tape and it scared me so much I yelled out that it scared me! Right after that happens a male voice calls me a chicken. Loud and clear lol. If you listen to the evp you also hear another voice say chicken and some creepy sounds I can't make out. So yes it was mocking me lol.  Here is that evp. If you have headphones and listen to it a few times you can hear the faint evps. Maybe someone can tell me what they think it is saying. The chicken is loud and clear. Mean mocking ghost! lol. You can hear the loud chicken at :16. There are evps all the way through it so listen carefully and more than once. I am sure that one faint evp is also saying chicken. The more you listen to my evps the easier it will be to hear the faint ones. I'm a pro at it now.

A few days ago I was trying on a pair of old jeans that were kind of tight. I was complaining about it and Alma basically agreed with me so the next day I said to her...ok, you think I'm not pretty and you don't miss me when I'm gone right? Alma said very loudly (correct ) and then chuckled. All of these evps are on my channel and I will be blogging showing you the best ones. I have so many on YouTube it's hard to find the very loud and clear ones. One day I asked if anyone could knock on the wall and a man said yes. I asked if anyone was in the room and a woman said I'm here. That was found just a few hours ago this morning. I asked what color my robe was and a man said Green.Yup! It's green. I asked if this was real and a very creepy deep voice yelled, IT'S NOT REAL! Right after an even creepier voice says the same thing and there is this freaky shuffling sound. This is also on my YouTube channel. I asked another time if all of this is real and a woman says I'm telling you so. These are just a few examples showing you that what is in our house is intelligent  I have many many more proving that.

Here is the evp where I say to you think I'm not pretty and you don't miss me when I'm gone lol! She answers me saying CORRECT and then chuckles. Apparently she thinks I'm ugly or she was in a feisty mood!

You can hear her talk at :03.


The photo above was taken inside the barn. There was no light source other than the flash of my camera.
There might not be anything paranormal in the photo but If you look at the left of the picture I have what looks like a profile of a man with a mustache circled. You might not see it but it looks really clear to me. I also circled what looks like an owl in the wood grain just for fun lol. If you click on the picture it will enlarge for a better view.

This next photo is a photo a friend on Facebook cropped out of one of my videos. It looks like the figure of a man. It could be just the way something is casting a shadow but either way creepy. When you go into the barn it feels really oppressive and heavy. It feels like someone is watching you. Sometimes you can hear footsteps in the lofts. We have raccoon's but I'm pretty sure they don't wear boots!
The pole barn feels the same way and is packed with the man who lived here for 50 years belongings including the model T I showed in my last blog post.

Here is a picture of the outside of the barn. This farm house and barn are well over 100 years old. We live on an 80 acre farm with woods, fields and a creek. I was told being so close to water and the old cemetery could be a few reasons for the large number of ( guests ) we have. We don't know why we have the evil thing though. 

I keep saying this but in my big story of our home blog post I will explain the dark mass and the shadow man. One time my 10 year old said he saw a black thing that looked like a head floating in the hallway. He said it popped like a balloon and was gone. Just today my son was talking about how he won't sleep in his room and at this point with the evil thing I don't want him to. I have proof that something intelligent is in our home and I know what we have all saw and experienced. There is something in there and there is no way I would make him sleep in his room at this point. 
My hope is to kick out the evil thing. I don't mind of Alma and the others stay as long as they are nice. 

Here is an evp of what I think is His, well It's voice. I think I posted this last time but it's the best evp I have of it so far. Earlier in this session I basically asked if the thing that attacked me was here. This was it answering me. I can feel that this is the thing that attacked me in my bones. It's not a man. I'll explain why soon.
I have had many people say it is an angry spirit. No it's not. I do have grumpy men spirits in this house but this is a thing and it was never human. If the people who keep telling me that it is a man experienced this thing like I do they would agree. I will also explain what it looked like the last time I have seen it.

I'm still working on the main story of our home and I promise you it will be a good very true read. 
Alma is a lot of fun but the dark presence is so strong in the upstairs hallway that when I go to bed I basically run to my room to get out of the hallway fast. There is a little nook with a window that feels like it's filled with something bad. Once I do get to my bedroom I slowly open the door and peek inside before entering. Like I said the very first very scary experience was in my bedroom. It was 5 am and I was doing my hair. I heard heavy scratching coming from inside the closet and then the door slammed open. It flew open so hard it left a little dent in my dresser. After this happened everything snowballed. The malicious thing had a field day and that will be in my next blog. There is no way for an animal to get into my closet. No holes no openings. 
All of this is true. It's real and it's still happening in my home.
Because of the dark thing I sleep with a flashlight in my bed. I'm terrified of that dark and I used to love sleeping with no light on. Now I have the tv on for light. This thing changed my life. I'm still trying to find the right words to describe what it does when it attacks. That is not easy to talk about at all. I was very happy to find a video of my Ghost Story where a woman had the exact same thing happen to her and they even got the thing on tape. I'll post that along with my explanation because it will help me find a way to word it. If I can't say it outright I can let you see the video so you can understand my experiences with it. 

So...I'll be back soon with a new post. Please post your stories if you like and or comments. I love reading them. Thank you for reading my blog. I decided to keep it up because of the great feedback I am getting. 
I will provide lots of evps, photos and details in each post. 
Thank you for letting me share this. It helps to talk about it. 
Something that we can't see or hear and that is intelligent is out there. It's real. Spirits and Demonic things are real. Good and evil is real. This house has actually strengthened my faith in God because God is the only way it stops attacking me at night in my bed.
Another reason I am writing this blog is to get this out. I want people to know it's real! Spirits of whatever they could be are so real. The dark thing ( demonic ) IS REAL. I know this for a fact and I want other people to know this also. It's very important to me to get this message out.
In a way I am blessed to know that there is something out there.
I can't say this enough. IT'S REAL! You need to know it's real.

Thank you again for reading my blog. Please comment and watch for another post very soon.
Thanks and God bless!

Please excuse any and all typos. I haven't been sleeping well. Go figure!

Monday, January 7, 2013

Alma says talk to me & demonic sounding evps/photos

Alma talks loud and clear, an evp example of our demonic sounding thing and some photos.

The photo above is of the tiny old cemetery right by hour house. This is where Alma is buried along with her one month old baby. That breaks my heart. You can see her tombstone in yesterdays blog.

In the above video taken in my Studio you can hear Alma say Talk to me loud and clear at :09

I thought I would make a quick little post while I am working on the novel lol. In this evp you can hear Alma say (Talk to me.) She speaks louder than I do and once again you will not need headphones. Just turn up the volume. You can hardly hear me but she is loud and clear. I just left my iPad running in my studio while I was working. I basically talk to myself because that is when she will talk the most. For people new to this blog I have 3 evps where a woman says Alma. I can't upload them until we get our wireless router. Then I can get the evps off of my ipad. After hearing her say Alma 3 times my husband did some research and found that there is an Alma Siminson in a little very old cemetery right by our house. We are 99% sure that the voice you will hear is Alma. I have many evps of women, men and children but Alma speaks the most and speaks the loudest. I am sorry to my Face book friends that I am repeating this. I will be working on my main story about our house post today. I don't want to hurry through it. I want to provide you with some of the best evps, photos and my story. I will explain events that happen in our home and talk more about a shadow person and a black mass that isn't very kind. So here is another Alma evp for you while I work on the main story blog post. Thanks so much for leaving comments letting me know that people are reading this blog. With the great feedback I will keep it up. When you hear an evp I would love to read your comments and thoughts about it. I still need to listen to yesterday and today's tapes. I wanted to keep this blog completely separate from my website but I realized that is going to be hard to do because I share it on Face Book and twitter. I also want to put a link to my blog on my website. So the best I can do is not mention my website in the blog. This is about my home not my work.
 We did have a kind of funny thing happen two days ago. We have funny, nice and malicious events in our home but this one gave me a chuckle. My 10 year yelled at me that the dvd player turned on by itself which wasn't a big deal to me. I turned it off and he yelled again that it was back on and numbers were sort of racing on it. I turned it back off. He yells at me again and said a dvd popped out. I really didn't think this was anything paranormal but I took my iPad into my studio and just said I wonder if Alma did it. I'm not sure about asking direct questions at this time because I really don't know if Alma is a real spirit or the malicious thing being tricky. When I played back the video you hear clear as day. I did it. So I guess it was paranormal lol! In the past I did ask a lot of questions and I do have evps I can show you where I got direct answers but I was told by my ghost hunter friend that helps us that asking it questions is a bad idea. He treats me with tough love lol. In my next blog post I will tell you about the typical paranormal events and the terrifying events. So for now here is Alma saying talk to me.
 I'll go ahead and post one more evp so you can hear the evil sounding male voice. I'm yelling at our cat pumpkin lol but at :05 you hear it say I AM. I will explain to you why he said that in the main story blog. I just have to find a good way to word it as it is very personal. He is telling that he is the black mass that I hope gets the heck out of my house but I will give more details next time.

Here is a photo of what looks like a profile of a man taken in the upstairs hallway. My daughter pointed this out of me. I'm not saying it is a ghost but possibly. That hallway is very active and the door to the left is my bedroom. My bedroom is a huge hot spot of activity and that stinks lol. The door to the right is my sons room and he hasn't slept in it for two years. I really don't want him to sleep in it until we can kick out the bad guy. He says that a black shadow man stands in the corner and races up to his face. There is no way I am going to make him sleep in there at this point.

We also get these bars all the time. Not sure if that is a camera thing though but they show up in really weird places. Below is another example of the bar thing. I get lots of evps on the stairway and I'm saving some really good photos of unexplained things in the same stairway. What is cool about the pictures I will show you is there was absolutely nothing around me but when I said I wonder if anyone is around me the next photo had all kinds of light objects in it and it was definitely not dust. I'll show those next time.

Ok. This was just a little something to show you while I work on the story. Let me know what you think of the evidence and thank you so much for reading. I figured out how to put the follow button at the top right of the page lol. So it is really easy to follow my posts.

Thanks again and I will be working on the main part of the story off and on today and listening to yesterday and todays videos. ( I get all my evps when I use the video on my Ipad ) Weird but it works lol

Just a weird wall of hatchets in the barn lol

Another random item in the barn. We think it is an old scale.
Until next time..... :)

Sunday, January 6, 2013

My haunted house blog hear Alma!

Welcome to my blog about our extremely haunted farm house.
Please find the post called Our Story

( To my FB friends you can hear the voice of Alma at the very end of this blog. To new blog visitors I will post about our ( ghost ) Alma in my next blog) Facebook friends please leave a comment so I know you have seen it. Thank you! 

This blog is about our haunted home. It lives up to it's title. We live in an extremely haunted farm house in a tiny spec of a town in the country. I will be posting our story along with videos and pictures. Please be patient with me while I create and customize the blog.

( Photo above is of the tombstone of one of the ghosts that may be in our home. We have 3 separate evps where a woman with an accent says Alma. We have a small old cemetery right near our home and with a little research we think we found her and it's an amazing find!  More on that next time. )

 I will be posting about past events and current events in this blog. Whenever something unexplained happens I will make a new post. I am keeping this blog separate from my website and work. I want people to know that the main reason I am telling people about this is to help me get it out to keep me sane and to help others who are going through the same thing and not to get more exposure to my website and work. The only information I am going to give is my name which is Carmen.
 My story is creepy and scary but there is no blood dripping down the walls. No bodies in the basement. No ghost girl in a white dress with long black hair lurking in the corners. I think we have all seen enough of that on TV and on you tube. This is real.

The photo above is a path leading to the woods and fields.

You are welcome to post your stories of the paranormal without judgement. Even though TV is flooded with paranormal and ghost hunting shows I have found that when you tell your story many people either don't believe you or they think you are looking for attention. My goal with this blog is to share our story and maybe by sharing it it can help other people in the same situation. Something this extreme changes your life and your way of thinking. It is also very hard to understand and grasp. To be perfectly honest sharing my experiences makes me feel better. I want something this large and crazy to be known. I am not looking to be on TV because of our home. I just want people to know this is real. Spirits or whatever we call them do exist. They watch you. They talk about you and to you and they can hear you. I have found that they can even predict what you are going to say before you say it. I have also found that they can imitate you, your friends and family members. People say they can't hurt you. Yes they can and they have. Whatever they are be it ghosts, spirits, demons or just something we totally can't grasp it's very real. Three years ago I would have rolled my eyes at people who told their paranormal stories. This house has totally changed my way of thinking and my life. I want and need to share this so I'll  start here.
 All my life I have had a reoccurring dream. In this dream I am visiting an old big white house with details such as a screened in back porch and rooms filled with items. The very first time we pulled up to this house I was sure this was the house in my dreams. My eyes teared up and my jaw dropped when I saw a big old white house with a screened in back porch.

What clinched it for me was a man who had lived here for 50 years was a hoarder. The barn, pole barn and basement were filled with his belongings. We have found things in the woods such as antique metal cars. We have found antique Coke and farming signs that were buried under the ground. I have found antique glass marbles and photos and loads of blue ball jars. Any time you go out looking in the woods or around the barn you will find something. There is an endless amount of stuff in the barn. There is a model T car in the pole barn. So this story began with my dream and the reality of it the very first time I saw the house. The rooms being filled with things could be related to the man's hoarding. I know this is the house I dreamed about all those years.

The photo above is of the upstairs hallway which is one of the most active areas in the house.

The first time we pulled up to the house my step son said with confidence, "This house is haunted.". The very first night we were in our home I heard a voice coming from the downstairs bathroom. It was a man and it sounded like an old time radio voice. It is kind of hard to explain. When I was upstairs unpacking boxes with my son around 9 pm or so we heard a very loud metallic bang coming from the basement. It sounded like someone picked up a large metal barrel and tossed it across the room. There may be a logical explanation for that but there was no logical explanation for the voice in the bathroom. I was pretty much laughed at when I told some friends what I heard and they laughed calling it my toilet ghost lol. My own husband didn't believe me. ( After 3 years he finally believes. ) What I didn't know was that was just the beginning of what was going to happen. Some of the events will sound ridiculous and like it came out of an old horror movie but I promise everything I write about his house is completely true. Like I said earlier I am not looking to get on TV or to become rich and or famous from our house. I'm pretty sure if someone did hear about my story and want to come out I would be a huge chicken and turn them away. I am totally camera shy. I just feel very strongly that people need to know about everything that has happened to us and is happening to us because I know without a shadow of a doubt that what we call ghosts do exist. There is something out there we can't see but it is there. It is real. Good and evil are real. Things that we can't see can touch us and yes if they want to they can hurt us. I hope my story about what happens in my home can help someone else going through this. It's hard to grasp and I know I will never understand it. How do you make your brain understand that something is in the house that I can't see but is very aware of me and watching me? They will talk about what I am doing. I even had one call me a chicken after a towel dropped on my head and it scared me lol! I will list that evp next time.
 After this post I will start working on my story and post some photos and evps. I get 5 to 10 evps on a daily basis. That is fact. There are the voices of men, women and children. There are kind and gentle voices and down right evil voices. Again I get these every time I tape. Finding these evps was a complete accident. I was filming a video of our kittens. When I played it back my ipad's volume went up all the way and I heard plain as day a man whispering, " What is your name? ". I was so scared and so shocked I cried. Since then I am used to the evps and only a handful scare me. When you listen to them you will understand why. These evps finally gave me the proof I needed to back up my story. When I post again I will write about the first day in the home until now letting you know every event that has occurred. It will be a long read so be sure you are in your comfy pants with a nice cup of hot chocolate lol. You might want a splash of Brandy!
 There are so many events that occurred I am sure I will leave some out and think of them later. I want to thank my Facebook friends for showing interest in our home and it's ( ghosts ).  I would not have made this blog if it were not for you asking to hear my complete story. Some of the story is going to be very hard to share. It will sound unbelievable and it can be very personal but I am going to share it because I know there are other people out there who experienced the same thing. If they are like me they did all the research that they could to find out what could have possibly caused it. I can't express enough how happy I was to find similar stories. It wasn't easy to find them so maybe sharing this can help someone else know they are not crazy. I'll post my story next time and then updates as things happen. You can post your stories in a safe place where you won't be doubted or judged.You can also email them to me at
 Please share this blog with a friend. ( I can't find my glasses so I am sure this will have a typo or two in it lol. I am the typo queen and you will soon find that out! One last detail though. The family that lived here before us only stayed for three months because they said it was haunted. Thank you for reading and sharing my blog! Please feel free to comment, ask questions or post your story in the comment section.

The photo above is our barn
I'm not sure if I want to post a photo of the front of the house yet for privacy reasons.

Evidence photos, story and evps will be in my next blog post.

For my Facebook friends who know about Alma. I can't upload the 3 evps where she says her name until we get the wireless router but in this evp video you can hear her voice. I have dozens of other videos where you can hear her. I just need to go through them and label them Alma. I am playing with the kittens in this video. The upstairs bathroom is where I get a crazy amount of evps but now I get just as many in my studio and Alma watches me work almost everyday. When I play back the tape she even told me that I did a good job lol. I'll post a lot of Alma evps next time.

If the you tube player doesn't work please use this link

She asks are you going to miss us at :06. Just turn up your speakers. She is speaking so loudly you do not need headphones. Please take note of her accent. If you think you know what it could be please comment. Alma is very good at speaking. Sometimes she speaks louder than me. It's like she is standing right beside me when she talks. I'ts just amazing.

To my Facebook friends. Could you please make a comment so I know you guys are reading my blog? If no one really reads it I might not keep it up. Thanks! I'm really tired today so I hope I did a good job on this post lol.