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Thursday, September 12, 2013

So much to tell. More active w/ videos

I'm sorry that it has been so long since i have posted. I have stopped taking video of our thing and I stopped talking to it about a month ago. Because of that it is going nuts. It is angry that it is not getting the same kind of attention. I have gobs of videos I uploaded to my YouTube channel though. Some were saved on my phone and many are recent because I make a lot of home videos and it sneaks in to each one. Some things that is doing to get my attention because I have stopped giving it attention are way more knocks and loud bangs. The knocks on the bedroom door are back. 3 on the bedroom door and then right after 3 on the closet door. It also makes really loud scratching noises on the bedroom door. It is like it rakes it's finger nails from the top to the bottom. It is messing with my headboard. Like pinging it with its finger nails. It is yelling out loud in my bedroom and studio. It loves to yell out my name.. It turns the lights off and on in my studio. It's knocking things over. Yesterday a doll stand flew out of my doll house. It also pounded on my desk. All of this is true. It sounds nuts but it is true. My daughter found a book about the Virgin Mary at the bottom of the basement stairs face up. It mocked Jesus in a video. I'll post that at the end. I get so frustrated because I know I will forget to tell you something. When I feel like it is around or I hear a sound I will look through my phone video camera with the flash on. This time I wish I recorded it. A huge white thing slowly went across the door. I really really wish I would have filmed that. It was unreal. One night in bed the sheet was fluttering right by my head. That freaked me out. Every now and then when I am working in my studio little tiny bubble like things will float in front of my face. They almost look like soap bubbles. When I was in my bedroom getting some clothes something kept blocking the lamp light. It did it about 4 times. One night in the upstairs hallway at night I was walking to  my room. The hallway is pitch black. I saw something in-front me. Something big. The thing was blacker than the room. I ran lol. One night in my studio my daughter and I were having fun and she looked like she was going to cry. This thing laughed a really evil laugh in her ear. One night we saw a black flash. Not a flash of light. The room went black for a split second.. That was really weird. I have a video I took in the basement. You hear a horrible evil laughter and then this snake like thing is dancing around. Behind the snake is an image of something just like a video on My ghost's called the incubus and of course that is what we think is in our home. My phone cord will curl up and move on it's own. I can hear voices outloud a lot now. A man whispered I'm here in my ear. Just yesterday I heard a man say my name. When the bathroom fan is on you can hear them but the sound if very low. I have a tall antique lamp and the shade swung around and hit me in the head. There are knocks and taps everywhere in my studio. It made a loud bang in the kitchen that sounded like a pan being slammed down. Sometimes the floor seems like it is vibrating. It is a very weird feeling. When I am working my back will go totally cold. I know it's behind me when that happens. I hear lots of whispers while I work. Usually male. So much happens. I am sure I will forget to tell you something. I'm sorry about typos. I'm typing fast so my son won't see me. We try to hide as much as we can from him and explain things away. So far this is working. We have a huge black dog and many times he will hide under my desk. The animals see and feel them. You can see an orb on a video and it will approach the animal.. Right when it does they sort of twitch their ears like it is bugging them.
Sometimes it feel like it is playing with the back of my hair while I work.  This sounds ridiculous but I have life size dolls. I swear that one the size of a one year old moved. Her arm sort of fell. If it can toss stuff around I am sure it can make her arm move. That freaked me out. When we have storms and I am filming outside there are evps all through the video. The entire video is filled with evps. Voices that are men and woman. One night on the porch I felt my pant leg move. One the video right when I say my pant leg moved a man says I did it. I found the very first video we made of the house. It was made 2 days before we moved in. My husband walked through the entire house filming. There were very lows sounding evps all the way through it and the very first one said who is that. Then it said Listen. Then it said speak louder. Upstairs it said get out and laughed. I think it said die in my bedroom! Geesh. What am I forgetting. Oh now and then you can see a white misty thing floating. It even messes with my pant legs while I am working. It constantly turns my printer on and one time I grabbed my phone and filmed it. 2 large orbs came right out of the printer. It yelled my husbands name on night in the kitchen. In one video I took it did that really creepy scurry noise. It reminds me of a bad horror movie like some kind of creature scurrying across the floor. My daughter felt it's presence in the basement and she also heard a yell in her room that kind of sounded like my son. If I forget anything major I will post it in my next blog post. I have a lot of new videos on my youtube channel. The link to it is on the top right of this page. Here are a few videos that creeped me out. Grab your headphones. I won't wait so long to post again. I also wanted to say that if anyone is going through this and need help please let me know. After 4 years of this I feel like an expert. I know how to keep it at bay but I still need help getting rid of it if that is possible. So here are the videos and thanks for reading this. Your comments mean a lot.
God bless.

yells my name evp..growl

The first time it says my name right when I am opening the door but the second time it shouts my name and growls right after. The first time it says my name is at :03 and the second where it yells my name and growls right after is at :13 I changed the color due to a personal item that was in the room. Please see my channel so you can see how crazy haunted our house is. btw I don't know why I was talking silly lol. I was tired! These are best with headphones but the second time it yelled my name is pretty loud.The growl is quieter though. With headphones these evps are amazing yet freaked me out.

orbs creature

To me this is one of my top videos. Please turn up the volume of wear headphones. The very first thing you hear is a male class a evp. I think he is saying die with you or die for you. Later in the video he repeats it but that time it is very hard to hear. Then at :07 you see a large orb appear to the left of the stairs. Right after that if you look to the left of the stairs and at the back of the room you see what looks like a falling star. Then after the dog barks and I'm sorry about that there is a weird green thing in the middle of the room. What the heck was that? It didn't look like eyes. Our cat was nowhere near that part of the room. This video shook me up. Class a scary evp with a bright large orb...strange falling star orb and the green thing. NO animals were in that room. I just don't understand what it could be. If you are new to my channel I have over 200 videos we have taken in our seriously haunted old farm house. It is all real. I would have never of believed any of this before we moved here. We have something very bad and what seems like dozens and dozens of spirits or the bad thing is doing all of this. Please check out my channel. These things don't happen and I feel like I need to share what is going on. Thanks. I filmed this because I thought I heard a whisper.

In this video I feel that it was mocking Jesus.
It says something like the day Jesus was born and then it laughs.
please watch this on youtube for the description so you don't miss it.

This is one of the creepiest videos. You hear major evil laughter while the dryer door is being opened.

This is the biggest orb ever!

And here it yells my name again. Carmen

Snake thing with image on the wall in the basement. Compare to My ghost story the incubus

It's near the middle of the video
My ghost story the INcubus

Until next time...thanks

Wednesday, July 17, 2013

Things are worse & my kitty passed away

Click on the photo above to make it big. This is our THING. I am sure of it. 

Sorry I haven't posted in awhile. I've have basically tried to ignore this thing and the more I do the worse it gets. Things aren't flying around the house but it is making itself known in a lot of ways. First off about 3 days ago my cat named Tiny who was 18 years old passed away. It was a horrible day. She died in my arms. So emotionally this was a very bad day for my family. A lot of crying was going on obviously. I am sure this thing thrives on emotion. When I told my 11 year old about her passing I told him that I think she is going to stick around and watch over us. My son said something I wish he hadn't. He said Tiny if you are still here please meow. After he said it I was like...oh no and then we heard a horrible loud moan. It was a man. I had to convince my son it was the tv in the other room. It was so not the tv. Then my daughter and I were in my studio talking and all of a sudden she started to cry. I asked what was wrong and she said she heard a very creepy low voice laughing in her ear. Right after she heard that I heard a woman say hey or hi. Then we were hearing taps and knocks all over the room. That same day I heard a meow. It was not one of the other cats. It sounded like our typical ghost voices sound like. Like it was in a tunnel. That was not my Tiny. I know it. This thing imitates us all of the time. This made me extremely mad. With it scaring my children, me and imitating my cat I went on a rant in the kitchen. I was alone of course. I hide as much as I can from my son. He is only 11 and so far we have explained everything away so he feels safe in his own home. To be very blunt I told this thing to $#@@@ off and leave my kids alone. Yes I said that word. Well yelling at it might now have been the best idea. After that my husband was in my studio with me. My cat died in my studio in my arms. We both heard that tunnel meow. My husband who tries to explain everything away was at a loss for words. Once again I don't believe that was my Tiny and what is sad is what if she does try to let me know she is here? I won't know if it is really her or our thing. I shouldn't have to worry about her after she died but I do all of the time. How do I know that this thing is not hurting her or scaring her. All I can do is ask God to protect her. This I am sure sounds ridiculous to some. I know there is more after this life from personal experiences throughout my life and I even believe that animals have souls. Anyway the next morning I walk into my studio and a large picture of Tiny that I framed the day before was face up in the middle of the room. We couldn't debunk it. I hate using that word but we tried to figure out how it could have fell like that and we just couldn't. It wasn't hung on the wall. It was leaning against a doll trunk on a little table but the way it was leaning would make it very hard to knock down and especially to fall face up. Then later that day I made a doll video for YouTube. Twice in that video you hear a cat evp. Two tunnel sounding meows. So it did it again. Imitated my cat just like it does with the rest of my family. It even imitated my doctor once. She has a strong accent. So  much happens I am sure I am forgetting something but last night was bad.
I have felt pretty safe in the bedroom for a few months now. It took me a year after the black mass and thing attacked me in my bedroom at night for me to feel even a little safe. I sleep with a flash light in my bed and the tv on for sound and light because of it. Well last night I fell asleep and I woke up because I heard a very loud scratch knocking sound on the door. I said come in but no one did so I got up and opened the door. No one was there. Not even one of our pets. It was loud. It sounded like a very loud pounding yet scratching sound. My dog was sleeping beside me and she also heard it. I thought to myself here we go again. In my head I begged God to keep it away from me. I was really tired and I was able to go back to sleep but then I heard a voice. I can't tell you what it said but it was a man and it was a very creepy deep voice. I asked God to protect me again and was able to go back to sleep. At this point people will say why didn't you get out of there. I have no idea. I was exhausted and would try to explain it way. Oh it was just my imagination or some random harmless noise. So then I wake up to the sound of something tapping on my metal headboard. It was right behind my head and I also thought I heard a voice again. Being exhausted really helps in situations like this because I would just pass out and go right back to sleep. I woke up this morning saying oh no. It's happening again. Sure I get evps and orbs all of the time and even knocks and so on but this is the way it started last year. I'm worried it is going to come into my bedroom as a black mass or the thing again. I never ever want to experience that fear again and I feel like it is working it's way up to that. I'm even scared to type this because I know darn well it watches everything I do. At this point after 3 years of this I feel that we don't have dozens of spirits even though I have evps of men, woman and children and now animals. I think we have one THING. The thing I saw as a black mass, shadow man, white mass and yes even a hunched over thing with pointed shoulder blades. No I'm not nuts and I have over 200 videos and 100's of photos to prove that. We have one horrible thing. A demon. There are no men, women and children. It is this one thing. I see dozens and dozens of orbs but again they are caused by this thing and I want this thing out of my house. Let's see. We have tried blessed medals which do help keep it away from us. Incense, blessed salt, prayer cards, iron nails and so much more. We even had the house blessed by a Catholic priest who told me before he bolted out the door not to blame the Catholic church if it didn't work. I have a post about the blessing  you can find in this blog. It knows that our family believes in God and in Jesus and I do feel strongly that it has lost a lot of it's power because of this. Telling it to leave in the name of Jesus when it was attacking me was the only way to get it to stop. I know it is going to be very very hard to get this thing out but I do have new people helping us so we will see what happens. All I know right now is that is it acting like it did at the very beginning. I haven't been making videos or taking photos because it likes it to much. So it's pretty upset with me right now and showing that it is here in more physical ways. That is my update. I'll write again soon. I will go ahead and leave you with this evp. This is it. This is the thing in our home. This was a stupid experiment I did. I watched a sleep paralysis video and taped with my ipad at the same time. What you hear is not a part of that video. It was in the room with me. This is his voice. This is its voice. I have no idea what it is saying and I don't want to know. So as of right now I am not doing videos or photos but I will let you guys know what is going on. If you pray please pray that it gets out of our house and leaves us alone. Thank you to all who do or all who even give us good thoughts. Here is the video and I will write more soon. The evp starts at :15 and you might need headphones. This is what is in our home.

Saturday, June 15, 2013

One of my scariest evps ever. It says I have a demon, get out evil laughter

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Long time no blog! I've been so busy with art, the book and life in general I just haven't had time to blog so this post will make up for it a little. I have a gazillion draft posts so I have a lot of posts I can send out this week but this video is one of the most disturbing videos I have gotten. I say that I don't know if I have lots of ghosts and a demon or just a demon and I got a pretty clear answer. A man says demon and then he says to get out. I heard a noise and asked if is that you or are you there and I get a no and at the end an evil laugh. This on video has all of your classic horror move evps. Since I stopped talking to them they have gone nuts. I can turn on the camera and see dozens at once flying right at me. I have a few videos showing that that I will post this week. There are lots of knocks, bangs and I can hear voices yell out with my ears. I can also see orbs with my eyes quite often. I can be working at my desk and I will see one fly right up to my face. One looked like a bubble and actually hovered for a little bit. That never happens. They are always in motion. I also have a lot of photos and videos showing them come in through the door. Why? Can't they fly through walls? They are always coming in and out of my studio door. I just find that really odd. So this is a brief evidence post with a few videos and new pictures. If you want to please go to my youtube channel and subscribe. If you do you wills see new videos I post almost daily. I can't blog them all because there are so many. So here are some new pics and some videos.
The videos are right below the photos.

((( Please use headphones for the evps and turn the volume all the way up even though I don't think you need to. I just don't want you to miss what they are saying. )))

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And one more video. This is one of the loudest and scary evps I have gotten. I'm watching a video on youtube and had my ipad one taping. These things like to talk when other people are talking or when there is commotion in the room. The man's voice....well there was no man in the room and he is talking about the video I am watching! He sounds out of breath and at the end he either coughs or laughs. He is speaking sentences. This video is just amazing and unreal.

((( Please use headphones for the evps and turn the volume all the way up even though I don't think you need to. I just don't want you to miss what they are saying. )))

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Thanks for reading and I have lots of posts to send out this week.

Sunday, May 19, 2013

Class A intelligent sarcastic evp, recent events and creepy photos

This past week has been pretty interesting. Since I have been taking less photos and videos it seems to be trying to get my attention in other ways. Three mornings in a row around 6 am I felt something directly behind me. That has never happened before. It is more than the feeling of being watched. You feel a physical presence behind you usually over my right shoulder. The last time this happened I heard the distinct sound of heavy footsteps that led to the bathroom. No one was there. One night while I was in bed it felt as though my husband was behind me with his arm over me. I had that feeling of sheer terror and an evil presence like I have in the past. I couldn't move and I couldn't speak but it left as quickly as it appeared. Two days ago I was in the bathroom doing my hair and I heard 3 loud knocks coming from inside the shower. The same knocks that I heard a week earlier. It sounds like a plastic lid is being banged against the shower wall but there is nothing to bang. One day I heard taps and I could feel the tapping sensation with my feet. I also heard a voice coming from the hallway that leads to the bathroom. I am not sure if I posted this before but I also heard something fall and it was pretty loud. There was nothing out of place. Then my printer turned on again but this time it did not print anything. The time before it printed the word deny. Sounds nuts but it did happen. Now I am showing you a video where I get a direct sarcastic response. I ask if it is in the room and it says no. Pretty sarcastic lol. It is a loud and clear class A evp. Here it is. The evp is at :35 and before that you hear a huff and there is tiny bright orb that shoots by.

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Here are some new photos

The one below appears to have a face beside a huge mass. Click on them to view them larger.

That's it for now. Until next time!

Wednesday, May 15, 2013

A must see Amazing Paranormal video on a creepy day!

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This is how my day started out. I got out of bed at 5:00 am because my son has a field trip today and I had to get him up early. The first thing I notice is that the grate on the fireplace is all out of whack. It was like it was folded. I don't see how one of our cats could do that. Then I am in the bathroom doing my hair and I hear a man's voice yelling from the living room  I was totally alone. Then I was sitting in the kitchen watching the news and I saw a shadow out of the corner of my eye and I totally felt like someone was right behind me. I have never had that feeling before. I wasn't being paranoid something was there. I could feel it. Then I was in my studio and a heavy box fell off of the shelf. There was no way that could have fell off by itself  Then my printer turned on. Yesterday and today have been crazy active. You have to watch this video that I am posting. It is one of my best so far. I think so anyway. These things are NOT dust. There were no windows open and no heat or air turned on. I get these things in my bathroom all of the time and many times with evps but this was extra freaky. It's like they were all following each other with some kind of mission going on. Some came up to see me and some flash and sparkle. I have no idea why my video started out green and then went to a normal color. This stuff is real. NOT NOT NOT dust. ON MY LIFE this is not dust. I know my own house and how these things behave. So please watch it with an open mind. It's very real. Also here are 2 photos. One was taken last night and the other about an hour ago after I heard the voice. Before I get yelled at I AM NOT TALKING TO IT. I am making videos or taking pictures when something is off in the house. I am keeping this evidence as a journal of our home and something I can show possible help. Plus I think something like this needs to be shared. I bet people are going through this and when they see my photos and videos they are'm not alone. So here is the amazing video and the two photos.

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If you enlarge the last photo it totally looks like a face.

Sunday, May 12, 2013

Mother's day little girl evp w/ way more & a bad experience

Wow do I have a lot to show you today. I kept hearing little knocks in my studio this morning and got 3 wild videos. Here is the first one. You are going to need headphones and turn the sound up all of the way but within the first 3 seconds you hear a little girl! She sounds like a toddler and I have gotten her before! How sad to hear her on Mother's day! If you can't hear her please keep trying. She is there! Right when she talks you see a very faint light but then you see one big one flash and a huge orb stream by. I don't know what she said.  Then right after this evp I got 2 louder creepy ones but here is the little girl with the orbs and lights! If you can't hear her please please try again.

Here is the second video. ( above ) Please get your headphones and turn it up again. I hear them very clearly but I am very good at finding them now. The first one is right away and I have no idea what he is saying. It sounds like get? Then at :06 I think you hear a man yell come on! The first evp has an orb shooting at the exact same time. Please listen more than once if you can not hear it. You have to have headphones.

If you are not a video orb or evp person here are some great photos I took yesterday.
Yet another orb but this time it's purple! That is a new color!

Click on the photos to see them larger.

I still have a lot to show you but that will have to be later this week.
The bangs in the house have become louder lately and I did have a bad experience 2 nights ago and that hasn't happened in a long time.
It was not a dream. I was laying in bed and I felt that pure terror feeling. This is embarrassing but  I was laying on my side in bed and I felt what felt like my husband laying behind me with his arm holding me but it was NOT my husband. I couldn't move or talk but I tried yelling for my husband. Just as quickly as it came it was gone. That hasn't happened in a long time and really shook me up knowing for sure now that our thing is not gone. I had to share that because the purpose of my blog is to tell people about this in case it is happening to them. 
More later and thank you for reading.

Tuesday, May 7, 2013

Ghost rain storm!

I was so shocked when I took these pictures. It was about 5 am and when I looked through the lens it looked like it was raining. The same as it did the night of the thunderstorm when I got the evil looking thing. I promise this IS NOT DUST. I know this because I live here and am going through everything. I know what is paranormal and what is not and this was totally paranormal. NOT DUST. There are orbs. There are these bright tiny lines. I have a great video of one of these bright lines where I ask is that you and a woman says yes showing that these lines are indeed paranormal. Check out what dust looks like and it is not even remotely close. Along with the lines and orbs you see masses usually in the background. It normally is not this active so I am not sure what was up today. I also captured a great ghost radar video I will share tomorrow. It's amazing. Here are the photos!

Again....NOT DUST for all you dust people out there! Check for brightness, shape and forms...this is the real deal.

Monday, May 6, 2013

Incredible new ghost photos with a person shaped mass.

This morning my dog was going nuts barking in the living room apparently at nothing. I grabbed my camera and this is what I got. The green orb is really interesting because it looks much like the blue one floating in the same spot as a smaller bright blue orb last week. What is it about that side of the fireplace?  I asked it if it could show up as a person and I got the big mass that to me looks like it is trying to form as a person. You can see the pictures better by clicking on them. For the most part I have stopped trying to communicate with them but whenever I approach someone for help they ask if I have recent evidence. Most of my orb videos seem to be dismissed which really upsets me. On my life they are not dust. They fly around with direction and in many different sizes and shapes. Tomorrow I will post a  new video of my ghosts in the bathroom. At times they flying around like they want to be seen but sometimes the minute you turn on the camera you will see one and then it darts out of the way. With all my heart I am trying to make people understand that these orbs, lights streaks and masses are not dust. As I have said before many of the videos have evps along with the lights. For example. A video I took about a week ago is crazy busy with spirits and when I ask what it's name is it said Debbie which made me laugh because you expect an old Victorian name like our ghost Alma. So here are a few new pictures and tomorrow I will post a new ORB video filled with intelligent spirits. NOT DUST! I so wish I could make some people understand that. Don't dismiss it without even watching. It's so real.

Another mass trying to form as a person?

Please click on the photo above to enlarge it. See how the blue orb and the green orb are in the same spot? Note that the mass to the right looks like a person. I asked it to show itself as a person so I am sure this spirit is trying to manifest.

Until next time and thank you for reading this blog. Please pass it on to a friend.
My goal is to inform people that spirits and extreme hauntings are very real. I hope they watch and read with an open mind. I swear on my life our home is crazy haunting with dozens of spirits and something very malicious. malicious thing posing as all these spirits.

Thursday, May 2, 2013

Spirit knocks causing me to run like a little girl

I've never had anything like this happen before. I heard a voice in the bathroom so I grabbed my camera. I ask if it is there and then you hear 6 very loud knocks coming from inside the shower. I swear on my life this happened and is something paranormal. There was no way at all to debunk this. No windows were open. No pets in the room and nothing that could have made that knocking sound. It sounded like someone picked up a plastic lid and banged it against the shower wall but there was nothing it could have picked up in there. This terrified me and I bolted. At the same time you hear the knocks you see an orb shoot from the wall to the door near the door knob. There is also an orb right at the beginning of the video that is on the door. I chose to make the video green so you could see the orbs better since this was taken in daylight. There is also a strange evp right before you hear the knocks that you can hear with headphones. Last night around 11:30 my bed shook hard twice and I bolted again. See what happens when I for the most part stop filming? They are trying to get our attention in more physical ways like they used to. An hour after the knocks one of the bathroom cabinets opened. I was too scared to film after the knocks though. I have heard knocks on doors before but nothing this close to me and so loud. I swear on my life this is real and I do think the orbs verify that. It might not seem scary to you but it scared me so badly I shook for an hour. So that is a day in the life of living in my haunted house lol. I laugh but I'm pretty much sick of it and we have hit a brick wall when it comes to fast help.

Tuesday, April 30, 2013

One of my best class A evps. It's amazing yet disturbing

I've been going through my YouTube channel and deleting evps that seem to be to faint for people to hear and putting my videos into playlists. One play list is class a evps. I had forgotten about this one and it's one of my best. First I ask are you here? A man says Yah as loud as can be and then you hear another man call me a chicken? lol. I've said this before but sometimes you have to laugh to keep from going nuts with all of this. We still need help. We have hit a brick wall but want a respected professional team or person to help. If they review my YouTube evidence and this blog they will realize this is the real deal and almost movie extreme less the blood dripping walls and dead bodies in the  basement.

Recent events.
Seeing orbs with our eyes
Hearing growls
Seeing flashing lights
Seeing a rainbow light
Hearing what kind of sounded like a sonic boom upstairs.
Seeing an orb that made a shadow
Hearing a man yell no
Seeing a tiny orb the looked like a bubble.
Hearing massive thunks upstairs and hearing men's voices downstairs.
Extreme orb and light activity in the bathroom.
My son saw a man's arm and head looking around a corner.
This just seemed weird but a black crow slammed into my studio window and died. Not sure if that is just a flue thing or maybe caused by the  malicious thing?

Till next time.

Friday, April 26, 2013

Malicious entity caught on camera w/ thunderstorm photos

I caught our malicious presence on camera. 
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First off I am not one to see faces in photos of possible paranormal entities but this photo is different. If you follow my blog you know that we have along with kind spirits a very malicious presence and I feel strongly I got it in this photo. Here is a quick break down of what it has done in our home for those of you who are new to my blog. It has attacked me a number of times where it comes from under the bedroom door in a form of a black mass. It hovers just inches over your face and it has physically attacked me. I describe that in detail in the post called our story. It has followed my two older boys to their homes an hour away from my house. It has tormented my 11 year old for 3 years. It shows up as shadow man and stands in the corner of his room and rushes up to his face. He has seen it as just a head, a shadow man and a black mass. It would give him horrible constant night terrors where he would sit straight up with his eyes opened with a look of sheer terror and he would yell, " I'm scared. Get it away." This stopped when he wore a blessed medal. When I wore a blessed medal on my wrist my entire arm broke out in a horrible rash. I have never been allergic to jewelry before.  I took it off and it cleared up in a day. It grabbed my son's  arm in the upstairs hallway pulling him backwards.  It yells profanities. It smells like a dead animal. It yells in a loud booming evil sounding voice. I have many evps of it. It turns on our gas stove burners and even started a small fire in my studio. It growls and huffs and has growled at my son in the middle of the night. It has the ability to toss large objects. It scratches on doors and even shredded one corner of my mattress. It was right by my head. During one attack I told it to leave in the name of Jesus and it whispered in my ear, " He can't help you. " It has threatened to kill me in an evp. It said Kill Carmen. That evp is recent. I am sure there is more but that is just a brief explanation of our thing. In my opinion it was never human because the last time I saw it and I swear on my life it was a very tall hunched over thing with pointed shoulder blades. Now people will think I'm nuts but that is what I saw the last time it attacked me. I also feel it was never human because of the sheer feeling of evil when it enters the room and the horrible feeling I have upstairs where it lurks. This thing's favorite part of the house is the upstairs hallway between my room and my son's room and this is where I captured this photo. We were having bad thunderstorms that night and I took several pictures. There was so much activity up there that when you looked through the camera lens it looked like rain. I have several pictures with orbs and masses and even this strange green light thing. I will add these to the end of this post. What I see on this photo is his face on the upper right side. If you look you can see his right eye plain as day. He almost looks like a devil with a pointed chin and the strange things on the top of his head. I saw this on a photo before and that first photo made my heart sink. That photo was even more detailed but somehow it got deleted. When I first looked at this picture it terrified me because it is the same thing. The same shape and the same face. You may not see it the way I do but I know it is the thing in our home. The picture was taken in the upstairs hallway where it lurks. I am 100 percent sure this is our thing. Since the blessing the orb activity has gone nuts and so have the evps but this thing has only growled and threatened. No physical attacks thank God. It growls and smells bad but has not touched any of us so I do feel the blessing was a success in some ways. We are still trying to find help someone who specializes in removing things like this. I feel it is demonic and that is not for dramatic story telling. I just know in my heart. We feel it is an incubus. Finding help has been very hard. People like John Zaffis, Barry Fitzgeral and Keith Johnson have given us ideas on ways to kick it out but with no success so far. Keith Johnson's wife referred a person to us but I can't get a hold of him and we will only go with someone referred to us by one of the people I just mentioned. We would also go with a Taps family team though. I have posted our story to the dead files but tv wise that is it. I really don't want to be on tv but if it is the only way to get someone out here who knows what they are doing I would be willing to do it but have my face blocked lol. I'm not kidding. So this is our thing. Again you may not see it the way I do but it's him and or it. As soon as we find the right help I will stop all photos and videos. People say not to film or look for evps but to get real help they want to see good evidence and I have found that orbs are dismissed. If you have seen my orb videos you could understand why that makes me so angry. They are spirits and it is so obvious. I am going to do a video to show what I mean but tossing dust in front of my camera then comparing it to  my videos.
So..we are still looking for help. The evil thing has not attacked anyone. The orbs and evps are crazy active and so are voices we hear without a recording device in our home. We are seeing orbs with our eyes and that is new.
I am not scared of the orbs but the voices and the thing scare me on a daily basis. I am afraid to pray out loud  in my own home fearing it will get angry and do something. That is so wrong. I should not be afraid of the upstairs. When I walk through the hallway to go to bed I actually look at the floor and run to the bedroom door. So hopefully soon we can find someone to kick this thing out of our house. Cross your fingers for us. Here are the other photos and tomorrow I will share some amazing video with you.

Until tomorrow,